Alpha King Jeon Jungkook || TZUKOOK

CHAPTER 52

"Daddy.... Daddy is here... yay..."

I was awakened the moment my ears were pierced by Ayaan's excited and happy shout. I sat up on the bed and listened to him. Soon I realized what had happened. My whole world went numb. I immediately grabbed the quilt and wrapped it around my body since my nightdress was completely torn. I had to ignore all the pain and soreness in my body as I ran out of the room. When I came to the living room, I saw Ayaan who was grilling at the man in front of me. The fear rose in my chest and I found my legs were trembling. I dragged myself near them and pulled Ayaan to me. This is not his daddy... this is a beast!

"Ayaan, come here..." Ayaan was shocked by the way I pulled him to me. He looked up at me with wide eyes and then his eyes slowly ran down through my body. I felt utterly helpless.

"Let Mommy... take you to the room," I said picking him up. When I picked him up, he turned his head and looked at the man.
Following Ayaan's gaze I looked at him. His eyes were not on mine but on Ayaan. A reflective shudder ran down my spine. Instantly, his eyes fell on me. My vision is already getting watered because of the sudden fearful thought I got. I hugged Ayaan against my chest tightly and made him rest his head on my shoulder as blocked the sight of Jungkook from him. Why do I keep calling him Jungkook, when I know that this isn't Jungkook? But I don't know how to address him.

"Leave... please..." I mumbled without letting Ayaan hear my words.

He stared at me with the same cold eyes and then looked at Ayaan who was in my arms. Wherever his eyes moved my son, my heart was covered with fear. Knowing what kind of personality he has, I can't bring myself to feel safe and okay when he looks at my babies. Last night he threatened me using my children and now he's looking at them. I'm scared... of course, I'm scared. Which mother wouldn't be scared? Averting my gaze, I turned to leave but my steps halted when Ayaan spoke.

"Daddy... angry?" What am I going to say?

The helplessness conquered my whole soul as I bit my lower lip. His daddy has never been angry at him. Jungkook never got angry at his children but baby... this isn't your daddy. I don't know how to explain this mess. Even if I explained, my baby wouldn't understand.

"Daddy is...tired... and he has to go back... let mommy take you to have a shower first," I said hurrying my steps towards the staircase wanting to go upstairs. Where's Grandpa? Where's Nayeon? Why is nobody here? Shouldn't Nayeon be taking care of Ayaan? Why did she even let him come out of the room? With thousands of questions in my head, I sighed. I'm stressed and afraid. Not knowing what to do, I feel like killing myself but I will never do something like that. I love my children more than my life so I know that they need me.

"But daddy... just... came... I want him.." While I was taking him upstairs, he began to speak through the lowest and saddest voice. My heart felt as if someone was stabbing me brutally. He wants his daddy, and I also want his daddy but the thing is the person in here isn't his daddy. Ayaan is seeing him after so many days and he misses his daddy so much. Before I could even say anything to comfort my little boy, I felt him crying. He began to cry calling his daddy. I tried to stop him from crying but he wouldn't understand. He wants his daddy but that doesn't mean I can give him to that angry beast. I don't know what he will do to my baby boy. I told him not to appear in Ayaan's sight but he still did it and now I'm the one to suffer from it.

"Darling, don't cry... please don't cry, baby...Daddy will be back okay? You can spend as much time as you need with him when Daddy is back." I said, stopping in front of the room and caressing his face. His eyes were covered with hot tears and the pear-like tear drops didn't stop rolling down from his eyes. He needs his daddy and I know it but what am I supposed to do now? I feel terrible... I feel as if I'm a terrible mother. I entered the room and saw my baby girl was still sleeping in her crib but Nayeon was nowhere to be found. Where did she go? I don't understand.

I'm sure that she wouldn't leave anywhere but where is she? I bet she wasn't in the kitchen either because I didn't hear any sound from the kitchen. She used to cook or do something in the kitchen when it was around eight in the morning. When I was about to close the door after entering the room, a large hand stopped me from doing it. I turned to see that he was there. What does he want to do now? Kill my babies? No way! I will kill him before he dares to do something. I'm sorry Jungkook... this is your body but this stranger is going to make everything worse. Seeing him, Ayaan raised his hands wanting to go to him but I didn't because Jungkook's body was still alive with some random crazy personality.

"No!" He said with one word and came to me as he swiftly took Ayaan from my hands leaving me with emptiness. Did... did he just? No!!!

"Give him back... please... don't hurt my babies." I almost begged him but I didn't forget to keep my voice low. He shot me a glare and walked towards the crib as he looked at my baby girl. I grabbed his arm and looked into his eyes. I said nothing but shook my head. I've never been as scared as this before.

He watched me for a moment and then left the room carrying Ayaan with him. I didn't even hesitate to follow him. I stopped him from walking further. I don't know what's going on in his mind and what he's trying to do with my son. I don't want him to hurt Ayaan and that's it.

"Give him... give him back... I need to wash him" I muttered but he gave me a deathly glare and pushed me aside as he walked downstairs.

I wanted to follow him again but Yuna's cries increased. She's hungry which means I need to feed her. I went to the room and put on a night dress before beginning to feed her. While feeding her I went downstairs looking for Ayaan. Then I saw Ayaan was sitting on a chair while Jungkook was kneeling in front of him. I lowered my head and looked at Yuna but she didn't seem like she was going to stop drinking milk anytime soon. When I was about to walk near them, I stripped my Grandpa. He's here? Next, he pulled me to a corner and sighed. I can see that he has been doing something serious. His face looked tired as if he had been running.

"Take this... when he comes to you tonight, stab him. Stab him right into his heart. I don't know if you would be able to get Jungkook back after this but I'm sure you can kill this beast."

Grandpa gave me a little dagger and then he simply walked away without staying even for a moment. I looked at the dagger in my hand and clenched my jaws. Stab him in the heart? Is Grandpa asking me to kill him? I hurried my steps back into the room and put the dagger inside the drawer before coming downstairs again. By that time, Yuna had already stopped drinking milk. But without staying anywhere, I went to Ayaan.

When I reached them, I heard Ayaan giggling at whatever that beast was doing. I stopped looking at them. Then I saw he was making something with paper while Ayaan watched him happily. There was a faint smile on his face while he did it. But soon his eyes found me. When his crimson eyes stared into mine, I began to think how I was going to stab him. I should stab him but how? He's not hurting my children and he's doing something to impress my little boy, so how am I supposed to kill him? I don't know if Jungkook would come back to me or not, killing this personality could kill Jungkook for real but... this guy loses his temper and these sweet actions won't be there when he gets furious and every night I will have to go through his abuse.

"Mommy... daddy.. is so cool"

Ayaan jogged towards me as he clutched the skirt of my nightdress and pulled me towards the beast. Ayaan must be so happy. Then he threw his little arms around his daddy's neck and hugged him with no fear or worry. When he did that, my heart was covered with horror. This little boy knows nothing and he's so innocent but... knowing everything, I can't bring myself to feel safe when he does this.

To be Continued...