The distance is tearing us apart. But I can hold the memories in heart. I hate being this far away. I feel like I can't express the things I need to say. People say things that aren’t true. So no matter what I’m sticking with you. Whether you like it or not I’ll always be here, to wipe away every single tear. Whenever you need me, you know where I’ll be. I'm always in some crazy memory. You really don't know what you mean to me, but hopefully this explanation will make you see. I could never stay mad at you. You're special in everything you do. You've taught me a lot of lessons, and I'm thankful for all of your blessings.It's just that I try to be happy, but the more I try the more everyone hates me. It's like the harder I work, the more they take, the more I heal, the more they break. The happier I get, the more miserable they are. Sometimes I get so close but feel so far. All I’m asking is please don't hurt me. I'm hurting where only I can see. I wish I could tell you all the things I want to say. I wish you were here with me everyday. I know some things I did to you were cruel. Believe me when I say I was a fool. So please just give me another try. I love you so very much,Even thou at times I do things that hurt,I try so hard to hope that you always see,How much you being in my life means to me,I am sorry yet again for causing you pain, that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing I mess up, I am sorry for that too.I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,Like nothing else in my life gives me the trill of being loved by you. So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes, this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside. I'm Sorry. Please I don't wanna break up and lose you my love.
