I had a cat a long while ago, and god that cat was my soul, I loved it with my whole heart. She's a female cat. Her name was silver.
I met her for the first time when I was walking back from my school, there were a few students chasing and hitting her with rocks so I immediately took her and cradled her in my arms, she was young that day, just a kitty. I loved her so much and I named her silver.
We spent a lot of time together, years actually, she grew up fast, like soo fast in fact. I was so happy to have her by my side, my kitty, my lovely adorable cat, I loved her with my whole being. She made me feel happy, made me feel alive. She'd always feel it when I'm not feeling alright, she'd come and lay beside me and just purr. Basically giving me cuddles.
She always made me feel like it was always going to be alright, no matter what. One day, I had to let her stay at my neighbour's house because I couldn't let her stay at mine.
I was visiting her daily. But I didn't visit her for like three or four days because I was busy, like really busy. One day, I was just walking back with one of my friends, I was going back home after my lessons, and I encountered my neighbour so I asked about silver and how she was doing. My neighbour said that she was doing great and she was happy and blah blah blah. So jokingly, I said
"I really want to see her right now" and I was laughing, I was happy of course.... That's when my neighbour said that they sent her away, far far away without telling me.
They took her away from me, and didn't even give me the chance to say goodbye to her. I was shocked, I panicked. My heart suddenly felt heavy and I couldn't breathe.
They took my silver away from me, my baby. I won't see her ever again. I won't see her ever again. I won't see her ever again. I couldn't bear that thought. My soul, my heart, they ripped it away from me in a heartbeat.
I don't even know if she's alive now or not. Please... Please give me my heart back, my cat, my light, please... I never felt so empty inside, I felt lifeless, numb. I miss her, I miss silver, and I would do anything, anything to get her back, to see her one more time.
Please let me see my baby again, my cat. Please. I will get you the fish that you loved to eat, you love them, right? So please come back. Come back to mommy, okay? I will wait for you, I swear, I will wait for you, silver.
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My cat.
Randomthis isn't exactly a story tbh. I just wrote about how I feel about my cat. WARNING ⚠️ It might not be suitable for those who had lost their cat or pet in general