YN has spent the last few days grappling with the idea of undergoing the second transformation, torn between the desire to prove herself and the fear of what it could cost her.
The more she trains, the more her body protests and the doubts in her mind grow. She feels like she's reaching the breaking point, unsure whether she's strong enough to go through with it or if she should accept her place as an Omega.
"Right, that's a wrap. Good job, YN." Dae Hong complimented. "Thank you," YN panted. "I'll see you tomorrow at the same time," Dae Hong smiled and left.
That night, YN headed to the garden to clear her mind. Both Mom and Dae Hong were right; this transformation wasn't easy and was slowly draining her. Maybe she wasn't fit to be an Alpha.
"You did a great job at the training ground." a voice interrupts her thoughts. Surprised, YN looks up to find Jin standing at the edge of the garden, his hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket.
"Thank you," YN smiled softly at him. "YN, c-can I ask you something?" Jin asked, sitting next to her. "Sure, what is it?" YN replied. "What do you want to be? or, do you know who are you?" Jin begins.
"Of course, I know myself very well. Why do you ask such silly questions?" YN laughed. "Really? Do you?" Jin pushes further. "What are you trying to say, Jin?"
"I've been watching you, YN," his voice gentle but firm. "you're pushing yourself too hard. I get it. But that's not the way to handle this."
"Wait - you know what I am doing?"
"Yes,"
"When will you stop reading my mind?"
"No, I didn't."
"Then how did you know?"
"Dad told me. To be honest, told all 7 of us,"
"Why?"
"What do you mean 'why'? Dad has a pack handle, he can't be with you all the time that's why he asked me, I mean, us to help you."
YN exhales sharply, "I don't know what to do, Jin. Everyone is telling me that I have to go through with it... but I'm not sure I can. What if I fail? What if I don't survive?"
Jin looks at her with quiet intensity "The second transformation isn't about succeeding or failing. It's about understanding yourself—what you're capable of, and what you're afraid of. It's not just a test of strength; it's a test of will. You have to decide whether you want to change, whether you want to push past your limits."
YN stares at him for a long moment.
"So, YN, tell me do you know who you are? Why are you doing this? For you, yourself or for your mom?" he shifts slightly, his voice lowering.
"I don't know," YN replies, close to a whisper. "Very well then, I shall talk to Dad to stop this intense training until you find the answer. Have a good night, YN. It was nice talking to you," Jin sighs then walks away.
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A/N Note:
Chapter 8 is here, honestly, I don't know what to say so I am just going to say what I normally say: Remember to share your thoughts in the comment sections. 💜💜💜💜
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