How are you supposed to say
To the ones that love you
That you need help
That you can't go through life anymore
If its kept bottled up
What if they say
"Oh you can talk to me"
When really
I can't
They won't and don't understand
They never will.
I can never get rid of this sadness
This anger
This hurt
Even when I'm happy
It keeps coming back for more
It's like this disease
Its eating away at me
Slowly but surely
Engulfing me.
I'm not depressed though
That's what I don't get
I can be happy
But....
It's still there
No matter what or where
I need help
I can't say I'm fine anymore
I'm dying on the inside
I am admitting
I need help
I am begging for it now.
So how do you tell your family this
When they think your the happiest
That there's nothing wrong
With you...
When really everything is.
Help me...
Cause I'm not okay.
