Always Been You

Chapter 19

Semi edited.

~~~Lexi's pov~~~

As his soft lips press against mine I bring my hands up to his head, gliding my fingers through his hair.

He groans against my lips, his hands skating down my body, settling on my hips.

Cliche fireworks are going off like crazy and I didn't know a kiss could feel like this.

The only time I've felt even remotely close to this was when Brock and I had our first kiss during a 7 minutes in heaven game back in highschool.

This is way better.

I deepen the kiss and his hands immediately shift to my ass.

If you told me back then that I'd be divorced from Brock and making out with Hudson in his childhood bedroom we frequented so many times, I'd laugh in your face.

Now that it's happening I'm wishing Brock and I never happened and I was with Hudson all this time, or we at least got together a lot sooner.

My panties are already soaked and by the hardness pressed against my stomach I know he's turned on as well.

He breaks the kiss and presses his forehead against mine. "Holy shit" He panted.

I lightly laugh. "You got that right."

"I wanted to keep going, but the girls are home and I wouldn't want them to see us if we went any further" He said.

"I get it."

Last thing we need is getting cock blocked by the girls.

He pulls back to look at me. "I've been wanting to do that for so long" He said.

I bite my lip. "Oh yeah? Did it meet your expectations?"

He smiled. "Every one and more" He pecked my lips.

"Me too. Now I know what I've been missing out on."

He gripped my hips pulling me closer to him. "Now you'll never have to wonder again" He said.

I kissed his lips a few more times then pulled back. "Ok I gotta stop, I'm addicted to kissing you."

He smiled. "You're not the only one" He said making the butterflies go crazy in my stomach.

I pulled back. "Why don't we go sit because we have a lot to talk about."

His eyebrows went up. "Uh-oh" He teased.

I shook my head. "All good things, just got some questions and to talk about where we go from here."

He nodded. "Ok" He said.

He went on his  bed and laid down on his pillow and I went on his opposite side, laying on my side to face him.

"Ok, what questions do you have?" He asked.

"Well I was talking about my feelings for you with my mom and Kristen and apparently I've been blind to your feelings for years."

He blew out a breath. "You're not blind lex... You just never saw me that way, but they are right because I've had feelings for you for many years" He said.

My eyebrows shot up. "How many years?"

He bit his lip. "I've had a crush on you since 4th grade, but that crush turned into strong feelings when we hit puberty" He said making my eyes widen.

"Wow, so you've liked me that long?"

"Yeah, but I knew you didn't feel that way about me so I was very got at hiding my feelings for you, but apparently everyone around us saw it" He said.