My therian journal/diary

Friday 15th Nov 2024

Disclaimer! I will not be revealing personal information such as my school, where I live my details etc. 

I'm in the library writing this on my iPad. It's not nearly as quiet in here as I would have liked but oh well. I'm trying not to get annoyed at two of the other girls in here, I really don't like them, but I should really just be thankful they aren't bothering me.

  Anyways, my name is Hettie and I'm a wolf/cat therian. I awakened as a therian last year, but before that I never knew what a therian even was (I didn't know what a furry was either...) until my friend Zoe told me what it was. Zoe is a fox therian and she used to go to my school. Before she moved to Australia that is. We were friends for quite a long time and we still have each other's contacts on iMessages, though we don't talk much anymore. 

Me and Zoe, as well as our other two non-therian friends Jessica and Evie would practice Quadrobics on the (no-longer) concrete jungle. Zoe taught me everything I know about therianthropy and made me my first mask. I'm really grateful to her. The mask she made me was a wolf mask, though people kept thinking it was a cat, which really annoyed me. But whatever. That mask is now really worn, the felt is coming off, the rubber band is too loose and broken for me to even wear it while doing quadrobics because it always falls off and the inside is covered with a layer of glue I put on after it fell in the water of a fountain at my old condo. The eye mesh is also quite chunky and I've had to glue it back on several times.  

My friend Jessica is getting me a new mask, as well as a tail and some gloves for my birthday with year. I share my birthday with Zoe, on the 24th of November. Just one of the few things we have in common, I'm not going to waste time listing them. I'm in lower high school in a small, but quite safe city, and I have a few friends, Jessica, my friend, and neighbour, she lives upstairs from me, Evie, she left the school and is now going to another school, we still sometimes see each other at the MRT though. There's also Trisha and Evelyn, who are in my class. Last year we weren't that good of friends but we got closer this year since we're in the same class. There's also Anaya (An-i-a) and Caiomhe (Qui-va). Their in a different class but we sit with them at break times because the people we sat next to last year no longer sit together, Evie left the school and Maya and Saanvi always sit with their other friends now. It's fine though. Most of us have other friends. 

My brother is having his birthday party after school today, we're going home by party bus! It might be a bit loud though... between the party bus, the five boys on the party bus, and the eight boys who will be coming to the party. I'm not that excited to have my house crowded with a bunch of rowdy ten-year-olds but its not like there's anything I can do about it. I have to go, party bus time! Hehe.. I'll be back in a minute. 

Okay, so... I'm in the party bus right now, the music is a little loud, but I'm used to loud music since I listen to it often, this is a bit louder though. Not to mention the gaggle of loud boys in the back. It's okay though, or I thought it would be, I thought Jessica would be coming to the party to keep me company, but she can't come because she has drama class. So I'm going to be with a bunch of annoying boys for three hours. Great. Just fantastic. 

Also, I never though I'd say this, but the boys actually have decent taste in music. Me and Jessica's playlists are drastically different. I have darker songs like, Everything Black, Hate You, Murder On My Mind, Death Is No More, Suffer With Me etc. It's honestly a little embarrassing sharing the songs in my playlist but I guess its not like anyone reading this will actually meet me IRL. I might not be able to write when I get home, but I might be able to, if I do my homework. Though it might be different this time because of the party. 

When I get home I might do some quadrobics and listen to some music, speaking of which, the music in the bus just changed to one of my favourite songs, proving that the boys have good taste in music. I never thought I'd admit that. Hah. I also might rebuild the pillow den I made last night, I had to take it apart because I needed to sleep and despite how calming the den was, I couldn't fall asleep in it and it used my blankets and pillows so... ya know. I really hope my helper Ika didn't take the den apart to make my bed though... 😓

There's not really much else to talk about now. I've covered most of my therian awakening, and my day. If there's anything else that happens later I'll write about it tomorrow. I'm getting home now, bye! See you.