DIONE'S POV
I don't know where it started. The moment I saw her in the library, I felt my heart beat like it was at race. I never believe at “Love at first sight” not until it happened to me. My eyes was stunned to her beauty. When I was about to leave the library, I checked her name at the log book.
“Zoe Alliyah Ramos Sanchez” Even her name sounds beautiful. I never felt this feeling before. Hindi ako mabilis ma-attract sa babae, as I'm the man who's only focus is his studies and family. Kaya never pa akong nagkaroon ng girlfriend, not even the girl who always follow me around.
“Name? I don't even know him, tss”
“Tell her it's DIONE”
I saw how her eyes grew in shock. It felt so nice to have her head rest in my shoulder, so I let her while she's talking to her best friend I guess. She looks nice and lovely. Hindi ko na maintindihan ang sarili nang mapagtanto ko nalang ma sinusundan ko siya kahit saan. Madalas ko siyang makita sa Garden kaya napapatambay ako roon. Kahit na bawal, wala sa katinuang natititigan ko ang kagandahan ng mukha niya. She's almost perfect. I heard that she's an academic achiever since she was in grade school. A consistent one.
“You look so beautiful..” Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili kong haplusin ang kanyang maamong mukha. It seems like God created her almost perfect. Lahat ng features niya maganda. Hindi rin ganon kahirap basahin ang mata niya kaya nalalaman ko agad kung may pinagdaraanan siya. I knew what's her favourite food because I always see her eating fries after class. So I bought fries sometimes lalo na kapag alam kong makikita ko siya.
I'm not into mystery genre of books, but when I found out that she's fond of it, I started collecting mystery books so that I can talk to her freely. I never knew that colors can look so good until I saw her wearing the perfect shade of purple. She look so stunning. Everything is perfect on her. She's so pretty like snowflakes in winter season.
The moment I held her, I felt like I was on cloud 9. I never knew that I could feel such a mad tenderness in her. Everything for me is a mystery. What she inflicted to my soul is a mystery. But I guess this won't be a mystery if I open my doors solely for her and if I love her more than I love solitude and melancholy. She call me by my second name without making me feel disgusted.
As the day passed by, she became so distant to me. I know, for some reason, I did a lot of things that she wouldn't like. Kaya bumawi ako. I tried and I succeed. Yung hindi niya lang ako kausapin ng isang araw, at alam kong iniiwasan niya ako, hindi ko kinaya. It feels like he.ll without her by my side. It feels like all the colors turned into black. I feel so lost and I wanted to cry so bad. My heart badly hurts, seeing her avoiding me.
I'd love to admit that she's somehow jealous. It makes me want to hug her so badly. I know I love her. Beyond everything. To the point that I want her mine. I don't wanna lose her just like that. But... She weren't mine to lose....
I'm so thankful that I realized that I love her before I could realize that I love her when she's already someone else's queen. I'll risk everything for her. Only for her. My love for her is different. I can't bring up to words how much I'm thankful because God allow me to enjoy things around her; beside her.
I love her so dmn much that I'm willing to sacrifice everything for her. Only....
Hindi ko kinakaya kapag nakikita ko siyang Nalulungkot. Kaya lagi akong nasulpot sa harapan niya kapag nakikita ko siyang ganon. I looked like a godd.amm paparazzi for following her. Kung ganito lang ang tanging paraan para mahalin niya ako, araw-araw ko itong gagawin.
I'll follow her until she love me...
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Romansa"Life is but a walking shadow, a poor player, that struts and frets his hour upon the stage, and then is hear no more; it is a tale told by an id/ot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing" "If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do...
