Ode to the Lovers (Yoongi × YN)

How about me?

The whole damn day, Jun hui's eyes were on the door. She was not focusing anywhere, but just on yoongi. She had that faith thwt yoongi is gonna come. However, it all was useless. Because,  yoongi didn't come. She was all restless, checking the phone almost 100 times ever hour, only to see no messages.)
(The school ended and she straightly went to their place, in a hope that yoongi will be there.)
Jun hui's pov
Yoongi... yoongi! Where the hell are u? What is up with you, my baby? Jun hui... something must be wrong. That is why he didn't come. Oh god I hope he is doing alright. Yes he will be. Nothing can happen to my batman.
As these thoughts were strangling me, I reached our lovely place, only to see a lock on the door. Fuckkk! FUCKKK! Ahhh where is his house? My mind is continuously thinking of his address. Ahhhhh it is driving me crazy.
Pov ends.

(Hence, thinking these things she runs down the street of Itaewon,searching the house address. She was damn worried and at any fucking moment, she can start crying. Running as hard and as fast she could, she reached the place. She was damn worried for yoongi. And her worries upsurged more when she found the door lock. She didn't know the password of the house, because she never needed that.)

She just slowly walked out of the place, tears flowing down her cheeks. Then, she reached under the Maple Tree, finding an old Ahjumma selling minimalist yet pretty jewellery. (Anyone remembering her?)
Ahjumma- Kiddo.. anything u want?
Jun hui-(wiping her tears quickly)  Ani....
Ahjumma- ahh..(short pause, looking at her face) is something bothering you, baby?
Jun hui-(startled) Ani..  Ani..  ahjummoni.
Ahjumma- hmm.. come, sit here.
(She asked her to sit beside her. Junhui sat down.)
Ahjumma- u know, when I was of your age... I met a guy.
Jun hui-(listening and was surprised how she is able to guess her dilemma)
Ahjumma- he was so quiet, yet his eyes spoke all the things. And, time went by when I fall for him, as deeply as possible.
(Jun hui was smiling listening to the lady's love story, and was thinking of her Yoongi.)
Jun hui- then, are u guys married now?
Ahjumma- ahh.. that is the problem. We weren't able to marry each other. (Her lips curved into sad smile)
Jun hui- ahh wae?
Ahjumma- (smiling sadly) it was my mistake.
Jun hui- how?
Ahjumma- because, I didn't forgive mah man.
Jun hui- huh?
Ahiumma- yea. I let my ego win and then, the love which I had in my heart for him automatically lost.
Jun hui- what had happened, ahjummoni?(Curious to know.)
Ahjumma- ahh it is a long story. I will tell that to you some other day. It is getting dark rn. You should go home.
Jun hui- hmm..(Jun hui was getting up when the old lady stopped her)
Ahjumma- chakkama..
Jun hui- Dae?
(The old lady took out a necklace, of Y initial.)

Ahjumma- nobody goes empty handed from the store of this ahjumma.(smiling)
Jun hui- ahjummoni..(stuttering) ahh I don't have any money rn..
Ahjumma- aigooo no need for money, it is a gift by my side. Keep visiting me!(smiling)
Jun hui's eyes sparkled with tears, she felt so homely with the ahjumma. She felt as if she were her grandma. Then, she went her house and texted yoongi.
On text-
Jun hui- Yoon. I am worried about you. Please, text me as soon as you can. I miss u and I love u.
(This went on for a whole week. Yoongi was absent and didn't text her. She lost her mind, wasn't enjoying her time and crying all the time. Her father observed her behavior change)
Jun hui's father- Jun hui.. are u all OK?
Jun hui- huh?
Jun hui's dad- yea.  Are u fine?
Jun hui wanted to hug her dad and burst into tears, but at the same time she didn't want to annoy him so she said that everything was fine. It hurted her more, because lying to father is the worst thing one can do to themselves. (Even your author feels bad after lying to her appa!)
(Baap se jhut bolte wakt khud se nafrat ho jati h.)
(Lying to father makes me hate myself)
(Then, after 10 days, she got a news from the school mates that Yoongi left school!)
Soo ho- (running inside the classroom, all panic) Jun hui!?
Jun hui- yea, soo ho ssi?(cold)
Soo ho- is it true?
Jun hui- what?
Soo ho- that yoongi has left the school?
Jun hui couldn't listen more and ran to Mr Kang's office. There, she found Mr Kang talking to the principal)
Mr kang- I can understand. Mr min has to do this.
Principal- hmm.. he left the school
Jun hui was shocked, tears rolled down her cheeks. Today, after reaching home, she called yoongi 50 times.
Then, yoongi picked up her call.
Yoongi- hmm?
Jun hui-(shouting) hmm? Hmm? What the fuck is actually wrong with u, min yoongi??
Yoongi- what?
Jun hui- what? (Bitterly chucking) What? What is up with you yoongi!? You have literally ghosted me for fucking 10 days and mow you are asking what? And then, out of nowhere, u have left the school. What do u think u are? Why are u doing this to me? How can u do this to me? Am I not your girlfriend anymore?(tears rolling down her eyes)
Yoongi- oh.. about that! I was just unable to manage time to call u.
Jun hhi- yea. So tell me, what is the matter?
Yoongi- let's break up. (Non chalantly)
Jun hui-(shocked, she felt as if the land swept away from her feet.) Huh?
Yoongi- yea..
Jun hui- wae..? Ahh wae?(Her heart in her mouth)
Yoongi- it's because it all looks so impractical now.
Jun hui- what the heck are u saying,  yoon?
Yoongi- I am being bluntly honest to you. U are just too irritating and noisy, just like a kid. I want a woman, not a baby to whom I can babysit. So, let's break up. I can't continue anymore. And BTW, I am in USA. I got the scholarship for the best college here, and so many good girls,  matured ones are here. So... yea. Let me go now. I don't need u anymore.(coldly)
Jun hui- yoong,. Yoongi..!?
(Yoongi cuts the call)
(Jun hui fall down on her knees and starts crying.)
Jun hui- yoon... yoon! How can u do this to me? (Shouting and crying) how can u do this to me? Have u ever loved me? Why does it always happens to me? Am i not good enough?
(Crying more, then jukyung and jimin enters her room. Jukyung, seeing her eonnie like that, also got very upset.)
Jimin- noona, is something wrong?  (His eyes had tears. Bothe the siblings could not tolerate a single teardrop in their elder sister's eyes. They loved her more than anything.  To them, she was the second mother and she literally raised both of them.)
Jun hui- (wiping her tears) Ani..  Ani.,  I am all good.
Jimin- sure?
Jukyung- eonni, don't lie to us.
Jun hui(faking smile) Ani I am all fine, babes. I just watched queen of tears kdrama and it made me queen of tears. (Smiling)
Jimin raised his eyebrows.
Jimin- why u lie to us?
Jun hui- why will I?
Jukyung- (hugging her tight, bursting into tears.) Eonnie...
(Jun hui also started to cry and jimin hugged both of them, and started crying. They all, somehow understood that it was a break up. Jun hui explained them the case)
Jimin- gaesaekkiya....
Jukyung- shibal saekkiya! The son of a bitch..
Jun hui- ya.. stop!
Jukyung- don't.  Just don't.  I will kill him.
Jun hui- Ani..  let it be. It is what it is. I can't do anything. (Smiling sadly)
(At night, she wasn't able to sleep)
Jun hui-(thinking) yoongi, how can u do this to me? OK, u found someone better than me. And that is understandable. Because the world, it is very big. It is filled with a lot of goodness and there are people way better than me. But, u said u loved me, right? And don't,  people in love, forget everything around them? Don't they just become the part of others? I hate u for this yoongi. But I hate myself more, because I can never hate u more than I have loved u. Yoongi...how can u be so selfiesh, how can u be so mannerless? What about me, yoongi?(crying herself to sleep)