Whispers

Do Re Mi Fa Sol La Si Do

1.4. 

Once walking, they enjoyed the shining of the bright sun and the singing of birds. The warmth of the day and the melodic chirping enveloped them in a peaceful embrace. Suddenly, the sky changed colors, darkening ominously, signaling bad weather. In the blink of an eye, it started raining heavily. A thunderstorm broke out, and people began running up and down, searching for shelter. Ice and Virus first tried to hide under the branches of a tree, but it was in vain. The lightning was dangerous, cracking through the sky with alarming intensity. After running for some minutes, drenched and desperate for safety, they heard a woman's voice calling out, "Come here, stay until it clears." Both agreed and sought refuge with her. They hurried towards the sound, finding a small, inviting house. The woman was a kind and welcoming figure. Ice, soaked to the skin, went upstairs to change clothes, gratefully accepting the dry garments the woman offered. Meanwhile, the housewife made coffee, the rich aroma filling the cozy wooden room. Virus and Ice settled in front of the burning fire, its crackling warmth soothing their chilled bodies. The storm outside continued to rage, but inside, there was a calm, unspoken understanding that they were safe. The shared experience of the storm and the kindness of their host strengthened the bond between Virus and Ice. They sat close, the fire's warmth mirrored in their renewed closeness, their hearts beating in unison. They chatted amicably, their laughter mingling with the fading storm.

1.5.1.6.

How does it start? It can creep and evoke at first sight but it was not love at first sight or love of convenience, neither passion/sex nor lust. Instead, it developed over time, subconsciously, becoming the most unusual feeling. While walking, there is a sensation as if you are running, lifting the whole mass of the body light-weight. Butterflies flutter in the stomach, and the eyes glitter like myriad twinkling stars in the sky. There is a sense that you can even move mountains. Sensations and perceptions are born as emotions, and later one realizes that, yes, it is just the beginning. Awesome, but how to build, care for, and maintain all that was born? Oops, it is so difficult. You have to struggle; every dawn must be a new beginning, and you must live as if it is your last day. You must strive for survival, for life-long emotions that do not cease or fade but last. Life journeys, trips, and walks were casual activities for Ice and Virus. They somehow shared the same interests. At a glance, one might say they were different, but upon closer observation of their behavior, gestures, and facial expressions, it became clear that they resembled each other in many ways. Were they soulmates? Who knows... Their main points of unity were their bright eyes, shared sense of humor, and the warm, hearty laughter they exchanged in adoration. Ice hadn't seen Virus for a long time. One day, they met to set goals for a new initiative. They were both glad to see each other and started talking sitting together in one room at the table. The flow of their senses turned into an ocean, and they both expressed their feelings. It culminated in a kiss that neither could escape or forget. Despite their shared passions and mutual understanding, the constraints of their individual lives and circumstances created barriers. They had to navigate these limitations with care and resilience. Togetherness became a cherished moment, a chance to rekindle the spark that had slowly, subconsciously, grown into a roaring flame. Their shared laughter and the glimmer in their eyes were a testament to the deep connection they felt. Yet, they knew that maintaining this bond required continuous effort and dedication. Through every trial and triumph, Ice and Virus found solace in their shared journey, knowing that their love, though born from the most unusual feelings, had the strength to endure. But still, there was a limitation.

1.7.1.8.

Virus was unable to forget, or more precisely, unable to forgive himself for what happened during their last meeting with Ice. This event was perceived by Virus as horrible and morally wrong, leading to a heavy burden of guilt. To cope with these negative emotions, Virus chose to gradually reduce communication with Ice. This distancing was seen by Virus as a way to mitigate the impact of the regretful incident and possibly to avoid further emotional turmoil. The gradual reduction in daily or weekly communication over approximately 665 days suggested a prolonged period of distancing. Though, Virus was the one who once said to Ice: ,,I think that you don't need me to confirm and it is well seen by face or gestures/behavior that I have a good wish to have a friendly attitude and trust forever, where should I be and what should I have done and to whom should I be in me Ice will not be replaced, everything would be so as I wish to be together well or just emptiness will take place, I am sincere and I don't want to utter my case it is something which you can not endure".  Why do these words disappear during 665 days?

1.9.2.0.2.1.

Oops, a new beginning. It was summer, the month of roses. Virus arranged a surprise for Ice. It was unexpected. Ice was shocked, not understanding why Virus had changed so much. What had happened? These questions lingered in Ice's mind, unanswered which was teasing and heartbreaking. After a long pause - about 665 days Virus appears again unexpectedly and declares: ,,We could get along without each other, neither in this world nor in the next. That's why I will try to bring you closer to me. You must write it down, you must save it, otherwise, it will be lost without a trace". , I will leave the earth, I will find a space at the edge of the sky, I will drink rainwater, I will eat a cloud, but what can I do, I want the world because of you" A thousand happy days cannot be exchanged for one mistake. Is it so? But how do you come up with certain things? 

2.2.2.3

Together with humor there were offered some episodes from the old stories of prominent authors: like:,, Everything inside me is sleeping and don't wake me up, come to me. I took her hand, which was wrinkled and stiff from work, and kissed it with trepidation, and my heart sank. She very carefully reached out, kissed my chest on the side of the heart, then turned and left. I'm sorry - I said. She didn't answer me anything, she just moved on. I stood for a long time, hoping that she would look at least once, but she did not. She left and took my poor childhood with him without looking back" or another episode: The man was carefully observing and with very interest staring at the old woman sitting together with her crying grandchild on the deck of the train, the old lady asked, ,, what is it? The man responded, excuse me, you are X, Right? The answer was: Yes sir, I am X, Hello X, Don't you recognize me? I recognized your voice, your voice is still the same. Yes, I recognize you were the answer from the old lady. How old you are grown boy. Remember? How do I throw a paper-wrapped stone in your room? It took me 3 days to write that letter, Both started laughing, Good time they said old lady, how many silly things we have done. This is my friend we were growing up together in the village said the lady to his son, the man looked at the old woman with surprise. And finally murmuring, she didn't recognize me". Bringing up these episodes was uncertain for Ice. There was no clear explanation from Virus. Ice was confused, unable to fully understand Virus's intention. Was it a hint to leave? - Was asking Ice to herself.

To be continued ...