MY CRUSH ❤️

Singing

Soooooo these are updates from the past 3 days.

On Wednesday, we have "church" (which is a hangout for middle and high school kids where we worship and do fun things. It's not normal church like on Sundays)

My friend, who is like a brother to me, we will call him "C". Anyways, C asked me if I wanted to throw a football around with him and his friend. I said sure bc one of my friends wasn't there and the others were talking to other people.

I'm not the best, but I'm not really bad at football, so I was able to catch the ball and throw it. We were playing for a while, but Watermelon came up to us, and he is friends with C, so he started playing with us.

Watermelon threw it to me every single time, and once other people came over and started playing, he still threw it to only me. We changed the game to where everyone groups up and someone throws the ball. If you catch the ball, you keep it. I don't remember what it's called, but Watermelon had to explain what we were doing to me.

Watermelon was the tallest in the group, being 5'5", I'm like 5'1" (Yes, ik i'm short). I think it's the perfect height difference, and I would be able to tip my head up and kiss him, perfect!

He got the ball most of the time bc he had an advantage. At one point, he bopped me on the head with it.

I saw a kid spill his popcorn, and it spilled all over the ground, so I went and helped him pick it up. Watermelon realized that I left and frantically looked around, and once he saw me, he looked so relieved.

He came over to me and helped pick up. Then he threw a piece of popcorn at me, which he does A LOT (not just popcorn, but any little thing like that) so I threw one back at him and  then we started having a popcorn fight. He started chasing me around, and at one point, I got to a dead end, and he crashed into me. I fell to the ground, and he fell right next to me. (Luckily, not onto me bc that would be really awkward)

I shrieked when I fell, and he quickly asked if I was ok. He got up and helped me get up, too. My hair was all messed up, and I probably looked disgusting, but he looked me over and made sure there wasn't a scratch or anything on me.

I asked him if he was ok, and when he nodded, I sighed with relief. His hair was a little messed up, so I told him that. He quickly went to fix it, and there was still one piece sticking up. So I reached up and fixed it for him. I gave me this weird look after and said thanks.

He was singing at church that day, so I was videoing him, and when he noticed, he gave me a look and then winked.

So now I have lots of videos and pictures  of him hehehehe.

He asked me why I took the videos, and I said bc of blackmail. That wasn't the only reason bc I love him, and I need to have more stuff about him bc I'm OBSESSSSSSSSED. He said that he also had blackmail, but he was bluffing. I thought he was talking about me liking him, and I told him that everyone already knows (which a lot of people do), but he said it wasn't that.

I told him how long I have liked him, and randomly, he'll be like "3 years?" And he'll randomly tell people that or look at me and say it. Like he told a random person that I have had a crush on him for 3 years.

He's in complete wow, but at least he's thinking about me!!!

For the past few days, he has talked to me so much and like randomly. He'll engage in conversations with me about anything.

At recess (ik ik, it's crazy that I still have recess) he yelled at me from like 200 feet or 60 meters away from me and said that someone lost their soccer ball. A couple minutes before a soccer ball went  past our volleyball circle, and I didn't think anything of it. People at my school will kick any ball that is in their life of view.

I went to get the ball, and it was all muddy. Once I got to Watermelon, he just laughed and said that it wasn't anyone's. I got so mad at him and pretended like I was going to throw it at him, and he honestly looked scared. I ended up cleaning the ball and putting it in the basket.

My gym teacher (Yes, the one we all love) made teams for volleyball, and omg, she's seriously the best. She put me and Watermelon on the same team!!!

He was excessively going for the ball and was really into it. Like, who had that much energy in the morning??? But he was making monkey noises (which he does sometimes) to distract the other team bc they were serving. Like ngl, he's really smart, but it's so cute when he does it.

I told him that he was weird, and he said, "And still you like me!" He kept saying it, and I was like 😒

But he kept flirting with me the whole time!!!

I was trying to hype up everyone, and I was saying how good everyone was doing, even if they missed an accident. Bc it's ok and no one is perfect!!! We all make mistakes, and it's alright!!

He called me a teacher's pet and said that I shouldn't be that positive. All he cared about was winning, and I said that winning isn't the most important thing. That it's about having fun, learning new things, and lifting each other up. He just looked at me and was quiet for a second.

He did wrestling last year, and I think I might do it this year. My friend did it, and she was the only girl, so it would make her happy to have another girl, and she could help and teach me stuff.

It starts in February, and that's when the musical that I am I ends, so I will probably be sad and have nothing to do. It's not just about Watermelon, but him doing it is a nice bonus! I usually hate hurting people (mentally, emotionally, or physically), but I could release some anger and stuff.

I don't think that he likes me or has ever, but he might be starting too.

Sort of like how Sophie didn't realize she loved Keefe, but she does. Except he is exactly like Keefe but is oblivous like Sophie.

Anyway, that's it for the updates!!! Ilysmmmmm bye!!! ❤️