Kakavasha's inner voice

To big Sis -

A letter to big sis,

Every day that passes since you've been gone, I feel your absence more than ever. I can never fully find the words to express how much I do. I can feel your guidance, and Mum and Dad's laugh from above. Through every action I make, I devote my decisions to you. I miss bickering with your big sis, although we bickered a lot, I always had luck on my side, So I won every time, didn't I? If we bickered now though, I'd let you win on purpose. I have learnt a lot since you flew away from me. I won't say a lot, because I don't want to make you worried. I will say this though, I am learning to regain my sparkle again that once glimmered like when I was a child. Of course, my eyes always glowed, but when you, Mum, and dad perished away from me, my rays were stolen from me. But don't worry big sis!!!, and please don't cry reading this too, ok? I don't know what the future holds for me, but whatever I am faced with I will keep going. These reasons are just like the stars in the sky. The stars in the sky are now my path, showing me the way ahead. The day I look into the mirror and reignite my sparkle, is the day I know you will all be proud of me. I learnt to live for myself now too. I have a lot of work to do now big sis.... Take care of mum and dad too, ok? I love you. Yeah. I said I love you! Don't laugh at me sis!! keep making the skies above beautiful for me.

From your beloved brother,
Kakavasha.