- What if 𝘋iana can't
break down her walls?
ʲᵃᶜᵉ ᵃˡᵇʳⁱᵍʰᵗ
𝘋iana 𝘊ambridge can't help but feel trapped in her own whirlwind of emotions. With the world against her and the odds, she lets herself fall into the darkne...
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DIZZY FELT UNEASY and she didn't know why. She slept over at Jace's for what seemed like the thousandth time, and that helped easing her nerves. However there was no sleeping. She couldn't fall asleep at all, she was too worried and she didn't even know the root of her thoughts. She ended up getting ready and leaving to go see Effy early in the morning.
She walked into Pandora, Katie, and Effy sitting around the room, looking bored. Effy smirked when she seen her friend walk in. Someone to liven things up.
"Never knew you'd come to see me. How's Jace? Still lodged up your asshole?" Effy asked as Dizzy made herself at home and cozied up next to her friend on the bed.
"Yep, still up there," Dizzy responded, looping her arm with Effy's.
"He's wizzer, ain't he?" Pandora gushed from the foot of the bed, playing with some electric device.
"He's something," Dizzy said bashfully causing Effy to share a look with Katie. It was written all over her face when she talked about him. He was more than something.
Dizzy was pulled out of her lovey daze when she seen Effy's doctor looming by the door, leering at them in bed together. She couldn't help but squirm.
"Scrapey, scrapey for you, shaky shaky for you, and blowy blowy for you," Pandora handed them three different instruments. Dizzy chuckled as she picked up the kazoo.
"What for?" Effy pondered, looking down at them skeptically.
"Life," Pandora responded. "Cant stand still can we. So this is gonna cheer you up."
It took Dizzy by surprise when Pandora began to sing, but she didn't mind.
"Some days are disasters, that you wish could just end," Panda sung, Dizzy began to use the kazoo to the best of her ability, a smile on her face. "Other days are bastards, just like a bad boyfriend. But it makes me feel much worse than this to see your face masked with a frown. I'm not telling you to smile but don't be down. Don't be down my friend. Don't do your wrists any harm."
Dizzy furrowed her eyebrows at the last lyric.
"You don't belong on a funny farm," Pandora continued. Katie began to use the scrapers too, so Dizzy kept playing the kazoo. "And I'd rather see you in a party dress than in a hospital gown. I'm not telling you to smile but done be down."
All of a sudden Panda began playing a flute, harmonizing with the scrapers, kazoo, and maracas. The music was quite good in her opinion, then being the makers and all.
•••
DIZZY WENT HOME to find Jace pacing back and forth. His family had been visiting his grandfather, so he'd been openly swearing and smoking cigarettes in the house. She could tell he was nervous.
