_I was 8 _ she was 9
I was a kid when I first met her.
While her, she's a year older than mine.
I used to call her P'Nam since her name is Nami and she's obsessed with the Thai movie, insisting I should call her "P" instead of "ate" cause it's much cooler and I agreed right away.
I love calling her P'Nam back then.
_I was 9_she was 10
I was still a kid, that's how she always sees me, yet she already considers herself a teen. Funny, I find her hilarious acting too cool when clearly she's still acting like a kid just like me as well. But she already wants to be independent like how an adult should act too. She's acting more of a "responsible 'big sis' to her little 'kid' sister" which is unfortunately me!.....
since when did I become her lil'sister? I mean, yeah I call her P'Nam. But as weird as it is, I find it annoying, she's treating me like a kid like she always did and I am starting to get mad about it.
_i was 10_she was 11
I witnessed for the first time how she had her first ever heartbreak to a stranger I haven't even met. I mean, I only know him based on her stories. He is her first crush, and she just confessed to him, only to be rejected. And here I am, acting like 'her little sister/little best friend'...i was comforting a 'big baby' crying right in front of me. Really, I don't know if I should comfort her or scold her. She deserves better, and that jerk is a worse case for her. She shouldn't cry for useless trash like him. For some reason I wanna ruin someone's facial structure to the point it couldn't be fixed anymore.
_I was 11_she was 12
I am finally done with elementary stuff!
Highschool, here I come!
I am turning 7th Grade and she's turning 8th Grade. Yet her height never grows taller than mine, and she's pissed about it. Hahaha.
I love teasing her grumpy face and short-tempered patience. She looks cute when she's mad and it makes me laugh out loud when she shouts my full name chasing after me with a burning iron on her both ears and red cheeks out of fuming anger. I don't know, but I just find myself loving to tease her back. I mean she always teased me before when we were younger, I am just paying back at her.
_I was 12_she was 13
This is the most unexpected yet heartbreaking news I've ever heard in my entire lifetime. She just told me, her family together with her are going to California and staying there for good. She's leaving for good! And I was dumbfounded about it. How? why? when?....I felt my heart shattered into pieces. I didn't expect that time will come where we both need to bid our farewell. I never thought I would lose my best friend. And before I knew it, she left.
_I was 18_she was 19
It's been 6 years since she left. And for those void years, I haven't written anything else. So this is a bit jumpy. Yet right now my eyes are really tricking me...is it just my eyes or am I seeing her right in front of me? She....she looks stunning, and she runs happily towards me like she always does. I was stunned. Tell me I am not dreaming?! Tell me!!! Pinch me!
She's back! She's finally back!
P'Nam is back!
_I was 19_she was 20
I was a sophomore, while she was in her 3rd year.
I took BS Administration while she took Medicine. And I was like..."You wanted to be a fucking doctor?!!!!" Yeah, that's how I reacted the moment I realized she did take a medicine course. What was she thinking! It's a very tiring work with little free time. I never ever expected her to pick such dirty work. Yeah, dirty work, I mean their uniforms are colored white and look clean but their work is the complete opposite of it. It's disgusting and I wanna puke every time I see her studying on her laptop with a video operation on the screen.
_I was 20_she was 21
My world went upside down when she happily announced she already has a boyfriend. When? how? I mean, I haven't seen her being with anyone. She was always busy studying meds and no time for everything else and then suddenly this?!...tell me she's lying! No, no, why am I even feeling not good about it?...I should be happy she has life outside her serious student life.....right?
