Why Me?

Period before pregnancy

From our first love has passed a number of years. Actually, it all started very innocently.

My brother and I went to "party" with electronic music. There we met with the so-called "drug-partisan." First we take them only on weekends, but the company pulled us behind and during the summer holidays we stumbled deep. We're home perfectly hid the matter, because we did not want to lose the confidence of parents, who are often loaned us a car that we can be the vehicle to the fun.

Since we were clear, we did not draw any major school problems. Of course, we had big plans to enter college, but remained only wishes. Our certificates were almost exemplary and registration would not pose any problem. However, we chose each other.

I was enticed by the parties and drugs, so I decided that one year "a break", while his brother gave up drugs and devoted school.

  When I told the news at home, I ran into a lot of disagreement. Since we also allow assessment of subsequent entry, the mother pushed me greatly. This is only achieved the opposite effect.

As a parent I always received less pocket money, which is not sufficient to my needs, I have occasionally employed. Student referrals for payment of the work was not hard to get, so I do not lack money. Raves and drug use was increasing. Michael was always with me even though it was fun and gave up drugs also, he was responsible for my own safety.

With my grandfather, who lived alone in the big bourgeois apartment, we had arranged a love nest. Their actions we still cleverly hidden from home. In fact, we know that we're doing something wrong, but we were with the way of life and I own too many drugs already addicted.

At the urging mothers we are still enrolled the following year at the college. Michael on the economy, and I was on the right. I lasted a few months and was an exemplary student, but then again, I was enticed by the parties and drugs. I started izostajati in class, I stays out from under the "after party" and life began to spin in circles. Since I enrolled in college, the mother thought that she met me crazy and that everything will be fine.

We're still living with my grandfather, that he had no idea how bad it is with us. Drugs are slowly started to become my daily life. When I did not have enough money for the drugs, I was much arguing with Michael. Michael is like a brother to me loved you very much and saw that my condition is not good, but when I was trying to avoid taking drugs was also my support in tough times when I had no money for drugs.