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"know I'll find YOU, just to feel close to YOU"
— ciela
IT'S INSANE. I must be insane. how can I, 10 years with zero contact, still remember him?
whether it was the reminders of the playlist we made together, simple snapchat recaps of our late-night calls, or his printed-out initials on my walls when visiting my old home, he's always THERE.
in the most random times, too! I could be living my life with no certain reminder that he was a part of it until I see one small, specific detail that brings all the memories flooding back—the memories of his soft, silken hair, the candy sweet moments, and the warm feeling of his brown eyes.
the most confusing part? we weren't even that close!
I'd talk to the guy about random things—uno games with my family, those times we'd sing to each other, and our playful fights where his entire argument for "dogs are better than cats" were only made for his allergy. there were even times when, after finding out about my milk and eggs allergy, he'd send me recipes to recreate my favorite foods. I even jokingly started to call him my lucky charm whenever I won a game after talking to him.
but how did that turn into something so significant? it was only a month. a month full of experiences back in my teenage years. so how is he still lingering in the back of my mind?
I would be lying if I said I hated it, cause I find it comforting whenever I think back.
he was a cute guy, what can I say?
just wished I still didn't feel the same sparkling butterflies every time I think back to our lucky month.
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