today is just as bad as yesterday i cried all night i felt horrible cause my arm's stinged so much it hurts more than usual i'm not sure i'm going to make it to 18 i feel sick to my stomach....i'm just 14 i feel like shit i really want someone to hold me..i feel horrible and i feel like i can't tell anyone when i vent in my announcements i feel worse hearing that's not even the worst of my problems..i feel so bad...when people say you can talk to me i feel happy but i also feel bad...because when i try to vent to them i fail and just don't want to make a fool of myself i don't know anymore...i'm always in the hospital i don't really know how much of anything i can take anymore i really wanna end it..,i'm so done....i wanna cry in someone's arms and let them hold me..i just want love nothing else...
well bye
how are you feeling today sweetheart..?
is everything well at home.?
ilysm baby :)
