20 November 2024She is not the victim of the problem, she is the part of the problemNobody really cared about me huh lol its just that I was a time pass or something everyone had and they also wanted to have but didn't really knew it was for them too.I was an object on whom anger could be taken when angry, cause she was angry He didn't knew cause he didn't noticedMe-Was i not noticeable They-I waste timeThey-I can't be loved by anyoneThey-I don't studyThey-I am a failureThey-At that time also study was done with books only and without laptopThey-I don't have to listen about how much I make them spend this time on clothes because I spend my money or the money her family gave me (me- i have to pay for my clothes)She-I am uglyShe-I don't deserve to use the first beauty product that I bought myself because I am ugly and I don't deserve it so she used it She-I make her angry for the whole day because I am a bad girlThey-My face is ugly They-I look ugly She-I act of trying to harm myself so that everyone can think she is the badShe-Her family is not my family He-I didn't charge the old laptop cause I am badThey-I deserve to clean the house of peopleThey-I deserve to be a maidShe-I act bad in front of her family They-I don't even know how to wash my underwear and I am stinky She-I make her to feel to die to suicideThey-I am not enoughThey-I fake cryThey-I cry at everythingThey-My tears are crocodile tearsShe-I always try to act innocentThey-I should leave this house They-I don't deserve to live in a house They-I need to be at road She-I need to be hitted with a pan once right then left then right again and againShe-I deserve to be slapped and my head again needs to be banged on the wall until I blead like I used to do when I was younger than being a teenagerShe-I leaned a new word demotivation and I keep saying that she demotivated me when I don't even study and I don't deserve to study They-Nobody deserves me They-I am a bad luck for everyone They-I am a waste of timeShe-I ate a chocolate was it that much tasty that I opened up my mouth that muchShe-God knows what I would do and undress myself and go to house of different boys They-I should die She-I look ugly I need braces what would everyone thinks after looking at me He-I would be beaten to death' if I was a boy I deserve a bad belt treatmentMe-No food for me today also , I hate drinking milk it makes my stomach ache it makes me feel to through up I don't want to eat the last piece of bread left that is the hard part and I don't want to eat the bread which is soggy due to the milk in it which reached it after the utensils of dog are touched when milk and that bread is poured in it I don't want to live I don't want to make food I want to die I want to die .....
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