Loving him🌷

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  I love his smile, personality, eyes, voice, laugh, existence, presence, mouth, defects, lies, authenticity, imperfections, heart, unwavering "honesty", kindness, emotional maturity, dreams, goals and his beautiful soul.

  He's special to me. He's the only one who I wouldn't mind losing sleep for, the only one who I can never get tired of talking to, and the only one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day. He's the only one who can make me smile without trying, bring down my mood without the intention to and affect my emotions with every action of his. I can't explain with just words how much he mean to me, but he's the only one I'm afraid of losing and the one I want to keep in my life.

  He's not just "a man", he's my home, my rest, my heart and my safe place.

  I love him. After all this time. I still love him. It's always been him. It was him yesterday. It was him today. It will be him tomorrow. And for the rest of my life. It will be him.

  I didn't want to fall in love or need someone. I really didn't want anything. But then, he appeared and I started wanting everything.

  It's okay if I'm not his favorite chapter he have written, but I hope him sometimes smile when he flip back to the pages I was still apart of.

  Everytime my phone buzzes, I hope it's him texting me.

  I fall in love with him in the most unexpected time.

  Every moment with him is something I treasure, something I look forward to, something that is so special to me, I never get bored, he is the love of my life.

  I love being around him, near him. He is my favorite place, he is my favorite space. He is my destination, he is where i want to be. I just want him to know he is the best thing that's ever happened to me. And I'm thankful I have him in my life. I love him and live for him. Even if now he is not in my life anymore.

  He stole my heart but I'll let him keep it.

  I want to spend my life learning all the ways to make him feel loved.

  Even in a crowded room, I'd only look at him.

  He's not perfect, but he's all I want. He's the guy that all my love quotes.

  All day every night, he can't imagine the times I can't sleep without thinking about him.

  I may not be able to hold him in my arms rn but I hold him every minute of everyday.

  He's the last person I think of before I sleep and the first person I think of when I wake up.

  I don't want to be with anyone else, I want to be with him, only with him, I don't want anything else.

  I just want him to be my first and last love, I don't see in the future with anyone but him.

  I may not see him everyday, but I love him everyday. He's my favorite person in the world.
It says that there are seven wonders in the world, but in my world, the only wonder is him.

  I still want him, no matter how much time we spend apart or how far away we are from one another, it's still him, it will always be him.

  I'm choosing to stay, I'm waiting for him because I want to wait, I only want us in the end, so giving him up is not even an option.

Love him♡

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