Though he did a lot that creeped me out he wasn't pushy or controlling. He often told me if he ever did or said something that made me uncomfortable to just tell him and he would stop. I never did though if he made me uncomfortable I just kept it to myself I didn't want to make him feel bad so I lied whenever he asked. Maybe that's why things got so bad because I didn't speak up. I blame myself for everything that happened. Maybe if I could've seen the signs sooner maybe if I listened to my friends and left him. Maybe if I never met him in the first place. Sometimes I wish I hadn't asked him for his discord or maybe i shouldn't have gotten on Pony Town that day. Now i wish i left sooner but back then i couldnt bare the thought of leaving. He made me his top priority. He gave me the kind of attention no one else has ever given me. It felt good to be acknowledged for once. I resented him for a while after he was gone but I've forgiven him. though he hurt me, I know that wasn't his intention.
"I don't want you to ever feel like I'm overpopulating your mind, and I don't want you to feel bad when talking to me, and I certainly don't want you to feel uncomfortable in my presence. I need you to set boundaries!!!!!!!!!!" -CD
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Não FicçãoHave you ever had a crazy psycho ex? Well I did and he was pretty crazy and pretty psycho. Have you seen the Netflix show you baby reindeer? it was kind of like that. this is my story.
