Last Christmas! -A Joe Burrow Fanfic

The Mistake.

It was almost time for Christmas break and I couldn't be more happy. Joey was getting a little annoying lately. It took me 3 hours to get him to finish his part on the project. But today I had myself a date. Not with Joey I'd rather vomit, but I have a date with Jacob.

I convinced myself the party was just one big drunk mistake so this would be a redo. Joey didn't tell me why or how Jacob was a bad guy so I chose to ignore it. We were just going to get coffee but I still wanted to look cute. So I'm wearing a red sweater and the same jeans from the party the super tight ones. You know what time it is.

When I get there Jacob is already sitting at a table on his phone. He noticed me as I was walking up to him as he stood up quickly smiling. He looked really good today. He was in a Hollister hoodie and some baggy jeans. His hair was curly and short hanging over his forehead a little bit. He looked even hotter than under a ton of flashing lights.

"Haven't seen you in a while Ivy."
"Yah I've missed you."
"That's good to hear. Me too."
"Do you wanna go get coffee?"
"Of course it's so cold out."
"So how've you been?"

"Oh man I've been great really, well as good as an engineering major can be at least."
"You're majoring in engineering? That's like the hardest major here. But why LSU?"
"I just liked the vibes really. Plus I live in the area so it was cheaper."
This time Jacob didn't smell like whiskey and cigarettes but like a soft coffee.

"What do you want?" He says turning to me.
"Um a peppermint mocha."
"You like the Christmas flavored stuff huh?"
"Yah who doesn't?"
"I don't know maybe evil people."
"Yah that would make sense I guess."

I'm not sure where I get the courage from but I reach out and hold his bicep while we wait in line. He looks down at my had and smiles.

"What?"
"Nothing I just thinks that's cute."
"Huh. Oh hey it's our turn to order."
He turns and soon enough we're being handed our coffee.

We go and sit at a small table and our knees are touching. I think that's so romantic for some reason. We mainly just have a lot of small talk nothing much but almost the whole time I find myself in blazing eye contact.

"You look so pretty Ivy." He murmurs
I can't help but blush and he just won't stop staring at me. I think I like this boy.

"I um thank you Jacob."
"Well are you done with your coffee?"
"Yah why?"
"I'm kinda bored here."
"Where do you wanna go?"
"We can go to my car or maybe walk around a bit." He crosses his arms and leans back in his seat.
"Yah we can go to the car I guess."
"Cool come on." He gets up and helps me up holding my hand. His car wasn't parked far from the coffee shop and it was actually kinda nice. It was a new BMW. I'm starting to think it's daddy's money maybe.

Once we get in the car it feels like there's a huge shift in the air. I'm not drunk anymore so I can feel it this time.

"I really like hanging out with you Jacob."
He looks me up and down and gives me that smile again and there's those dimples.
"Yah?"
"And I think I really missed you."
"Mhm.. I missed you too Ivy. And I really missed kissing you."
"I was about to say the same thing."
He pushed up the divider between us and we both slid closer. His hand slid to the side of neck again and I felt his other hand gripping my waist. He leaned forward pressing his lips against mine.

I realized I really missed him. I could taste the coffee on his lips and it quickly went from just a kiss to a hot make out.  I pushed back on his chest and fell on top of him and it was so damn hot. We were both breathing heavy and craving more. I felt his tongue slip between my lips and that's when I went overboard.  His hands freely roamed my back and I felt him pressing against my waist.

"Oh gosh I've missed you Ivy."
"We need to do this more often."
We both stare at each other for a moment before quickly falling back onto each other. I really wished this would've happened at that damn party.  I felt him unbutton my jeans and I caught his hand.

"Jacob we can't do that here." I gasp
"Of course we can these windows are tinted. Nobody will know." I felt his hand slowly moving on to the zipper.
"But we'll get caught." He covers my mouth and shakes his head.
"Just be quiet and trust me."
So I did.

I can't believe I just did that. Oh my gosh I feel like a criminal now. I had sex with Jacob in a parking lot. This is insane why would I do this? Why did I like it too? This is not me at all. What would Sam and Joey think? But it was so good and wrong at the same time. I'm such a twisted person.

After that Jacob checked if I needed anything and dropped me off at my dorm. I decided to first go to take a shower. I just didn't feel right after that.

After that I didn't have any classes so I just had to sit in my dorm alone and think about what I just did. I barely knew him and I already slept with him. If it wasn't noon I would think I was drunk.

I think it's only going to be a one time thing. Maybe he's just a hookup. Something just doesn't feel right to me. Should I feel bad after something that was so good?