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Alfred age regressing because of his BPD. Ivan takes care of him and so does Mattie. 

Mattie POV

When I wake up and find ten unread messages from Alfred, I sigh and go right over to his house. 

Opening the door, I immediately hear...silence. Okay, that's not normal. Alfred always has music blasting, the radio going, and several fans going. Not to mention his states are loud. 

Then, echoing through the house, I hear...giggling. I chuckle and shake my head. "Probably one of the younger states."

I'm about to head home when the laughter becomes crying. I rush over, finally finding the source of the crying.

Alfred is on his knees, thumb in his mouth, holding his head. I gently remove his hand, finding a small bump. I pat his shoulder. "You're okay, big guy. Hey, why don't you go to bed?"

He nods, sniffling. After tucking him in, I make some angel milk. He's rather weak for the stuff. Giving it to him has worked many, many times. Particularly when I need him to agree to something. 

This time, I find a plastic sippy cup in place of his normal water glasses from the 70s languishing on the counter. He has a strange superstition about leaving glasses on the counter. 

Alfred sees the sippy cup and takes it, babbling like a baby. I smile and nod, but inwardly I am confused. Either his pranks have gotten really weird, I need to hit Arthur with my hockey stick, or, the most likely outcome....this is the same as when I found Alfred in a catatonic stupor one night, many decades ago. 

I decide on the latter to be safe, especially when I see a bottle of liquor on his dinner table, the cap off. "Well, shit."

When I check back on Alfred, I see him hugging a plush of Whale Dude, thumb in his mouth again. I take out my phone and text Arthur.

Mattie: Arthur whatever you did to Alfred isn't funny

Arthur: I did no such thing. What has the git done now?

Mattie: he's mentally a child right now

Arthur: Mattie, we all know this, Alfred never mentally matured

Mattie: No you don't understand, Alfred is drinking from a sippy cup and sucking his thumb. I found him crying. He's definitely been drinking. 

Arthur: Oh dear

Mattie: Right? 

Arthur: Mattie, I know what is happening

Mattie: Well, do spill

Arthur: He's age regressing

Mattie: this shit has a name?

Arthur: It sure does. 

Mattie: Does Alfred need like...a doctor or something?

Arthur: A psychiatrist or perhaps a therapist

Mattie: He could probably use one

"Mattie...."

Arthur: I'm afraid his childhood wasn't very healthy for him

"MATTIE!"

I nearly drop my phone, rushing over to Alfred, who is staring wide eyed at his closet, trembling. Tears are in his eyes. "Scary monster!"

I comfortingly hug him, and he quiets down immediately.

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Ivan POV

"Ba ba ba...ba ba ba." Alfred is making weird noises next to me, hiding his face in his jacket. I protectively sit near him, noticing how Mattie looks worried. 

When it's Alfred's turn to present, he tries to seem older. He talks with a rather childish voice, still hiding his face. When there's a clap of thunder and the lights flicker, he vanishes under the table. 

I go after him, shushing him when he begins to cry. "Ivan, I'm scawed!"

I embrace him, and he burrows into my chest. "You are safe, yes. I will protect you from the storm."

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