MY CRUSH ❤️

Suspended

So, um, these are the updates of this week bc I'm super lazy and finally wrote it all.

So Watermelon was trying to make me mad bc he's never seen me mad before. I don't get mad often, usually just sad.

It didn't really work, I just got annoyed and kept side-eying him.

I kept telling him that he should text the girl that likes him. He told me that a bunch of people always tell him that he should date me. I whispered unde rmt breath. "You should." And he heard, but I just pretended that I said something else.

The next day, he asked my friend if it was ok to date someone who you didn't like, but date them bc u want them to be happy.

My friend thought that he was talking about me, and I was excited but also nervous.

I want to date him, but I want him to actually like me.

He never asked me, though 😔

But he did ask the girl who likes him, we will call her "H." That's not what her name starts with, but it would be too confusing to call her."T' bc we already call my friend "T".

He asked her on Tuesday, and she said yes on Wednesday.

I only found out today that they were dating because my friend "R" promised not to tell anyone (she traded the information for homework answers bc he forgot to do it). I tricked "R" into saying it was her, and when I asked "H," she said that they were dating.

He got in school suspension today bc a kid blamed him for "Making Monkey Noises" even though it wasn't him.

He has made those noises before, but it wasn't him this time.

Both him, "M," and the kid who actually made the noises all got suspension.

I was freaking out bc he might have gone back into Foster Care.

His aunt would have put him back into it if he got and outside of school Suspension, but bc it was inside of school, he's not leaving.

That's what's going on rn, but it could change.

So he wasn't in any classes, but he told me about it on the way outside to our buses.

My friend "E" also emailed him earlier to ask if he was leaving or not, and he said that he wasn't.

I was literally so worried, so "E" came over and sat next to me during class and tried to calm me down. I was literally shaking and about to cry. (Which I do a lot)

But I'm relieved that he's gonna stay, but also gonna miss him bc I didn't get to talk to him much today.

"E" texted "H" to ask for his number bc she wanted it for me just in case I needed/wanted it. But "H" never responded and. I'm pretty sure that she is ignoring "E."

Everyone is literally flabbergasted that they are dating, and no one likes it. The look on people's faces when they heard they were dating was hilarious.

But That's it for now, love ya! ❤️