"So you just want to forget it?" Vic asks showing no emotion but I didn't expect him to its not like this mattered to him. I was just some guy who kissed him, he must be freaked out. He'd taken the weekend off and in that time I had decided it's best to forget the kiss, even though I wanted to kiss him so bad hell, I wanted to do more than that, but it wasn't right and I just can't be associated with my workers besides telling them what to do or messing with them.
"Yeah I think that's best. For both of us. I was vulnerable and no offense but this would never work, plus you can do better than an asshole like me. I can tell you only put up with me. And me well I can't really kiss you everyday, that be weird... So yeah," I respond trying to be kind. Why did I feel so empty saying those words? It's probably just because I'm not one to walk away from a hot guy.
"Okay I'm cool with that." He shrugs and turns back around to work on the porch.
"Okay good. I'll... uh I'll be going now." I mutter before walking away into my home.
Vic's POV
Damn, that hurt.
I don't think he understands what he just did to me? He doesn't have a clue what it's like to like someone so much, have the feelings go away, and then have them come back stronger than before only to be rejected.
Yes, I like kellin. Growing up I did have a small crush on kellin. He's the reason I realized I was into guys. I remember the day perfectly, I was just tired and I was really sad that day. I was always bullied for not exactly fitting in with the guys, I was always social and even a bit manly but I just liked hanging out with girls better. I wasn't exactly excited to drop off lunch for my father that first time but that's when I met kellin and I'll never forget it, even if we didn't say much.
I had been walking when I tripped on a stair and dropped the bag of food. Before I could even get up though a young boy picked it up for me and let out his hand for me to get up. He had such bright eyes and a perfect smile, I don't see either things in him anymore, I wonder when the light died? And why? Money I guess.
When I didn't grab his hand he began to speak. "Oh come on I'm not gonna bite." So I got up and he smiled at me. "Here you go" he said and gave the food to me. I grabbed it and before I could turn away he spoke again. "I'm kellin. Who are you? I've never seen anyone my age around here? Are you like my new friend?" He rambled like the adorable kid he was.
"I'm Vic... but I don't know I'm just here for my dad." I shrugged, I've always been shy around new people.
"Ohhh you are a worker... Too bad mom and dad says I can't talk to workers, but I won't tell if you won't." He smiled causing me to do the same.
"So does that mean we're friends ?" I had asked like an idiot. I was, and still am, a complete idiot. But it was my first crush, and it wasn't a girl like other couples so I was so nervous and confused.
"Uh I don't know... Do you want to be? I really don't talk to anyone..." He gasped "we could be secret friends?" He said excitedly.
I smiled "that sounds awesome!" I exclaimed.
"Cool! I have a friend... A secret friend." He whispered the last part kindly widening his beautiful eyes as he spoke.
I smiled, realizing I was probably keeping my father waiting, "Okay...I'm gonna go now, bye kellin." I mumble.
"Bye Vic. See you next time." He said and I walked away with a brand new crush. Although we never talked much after that. We said hi every now and then but eventually it came to the point where I never saw him.
I didn't say much about it though, I was only nine so it's not like I was thinking half of the dirty things I am now.
The crush lasted about a year before I started to see him become more and more snobby. He was rude and played tricks on employees but not all of them. I couldn't find it in me to hate him but my crush went away.
I later told Mike about it, that was the first person I came out too. Then I came out to my parents later. Mike was really cool about it. He was only eleven and though it be cool if I had a boyfriend, he said he would brag about it to his friends and for a short time he wanted to be gay too. Now though I find it funny because he usually teases me.
As for kellin, I always thought he was straight, he never gave any reason to believe otherwise. Except for when he would return some flirtation recently but I'm pretty sure I just imagined that. He said he was bi so I guess that makes sense. But when he kissed me it's like I got all these feelings back expect stronger. I was thinking about it for days and although I knew he would want to move on it still hurt.
I shrugged it off and began going back to my work I hated so damn much. Why the hell do they need all this land? It's a garden not a mother fucking farm.
When I finally finished all my work for the day I went back to my shed where I left my things. I gather them all and was about to leave when I hear yelling from outside. Being my curious self I press my ear to the wall and listen. Was this wrong? Maybe but I didn't care.
"God dammit! He gonna ruin everything!" Kellin's dad shouts.
"Oh calm down no he won't... But maybe this is a sign that what we're doing is wrong and we should just stop while we're ahead?" Kellin's mom says. What? What's wrong?
"No we worked too hard to just let this end here... I'll just keep an eye on him that's all." He sighs.
"But what about the-" I jump back when I hear a loud ring but I soon realize it's my phone. I shouldn't be snooping anyway. I look at my phone. It's Mike, he probably wants me home. I ignore the call and make it over to my car so I can get away from this dreadful place.
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"Viiiiiiic." Mike shouts when I get home.
"Miiiike." I mock him.
"Mock me again and I'll beat you the fuck uuuuuup." He says and I laugh.
"Whatever. Anyway did you visit mom today?" I ask and nods not looking up from the TV.
"How is she? Is she doing better?" I ask. I'll admit I was a moma's boy and it just pained me to see her in the condition she was in now.
"Yeah, you know how it is. Doctors can't do anything unless we have the money, which we don't but she's doing better." He shrugs sadly. I hated that. Every time she got better she eventually just got worse again.
"Anyway come on let's get your homework finished then we could work on some tracks," I say and his eyes light up. We both loved music so much and although I always wanted to be a music producer I know that will never happen so making tracks with my brother was a close second I guess. We started to walk through the hallway of our small house. "Oh yeah how did things go with your rich lover?" He asked.
"Mike! He is not my lover!" I almost shout "plus we agreed to just forget about it." I mumbled.
"Aww too bad bro. But if you ever do get a shot at him again make sure he's willing to give us money." He jokes, although it was true. Just a fraction of their money could help us get back on our feet again but his parents won't even give me a raise.
"Oh shut up." I shove him and laugh.
"So....Race you to my room!" He says and begins running I chuckle and try to catch up.
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A/n
Heyyyyy I hope you liked the chapter. You all know a bit more about Vic now. Sorry for taking away Kellic but just wait okay? Have a nice day.
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