I love you.

Chapter 15

Later on that night, before I got Chris's text, I took a clutch bag that was mint green. I put my extra makeup, my phone, and some money inside. I finally heard the buzz on my phone, and it was Chris. 

Umessage:

Chris: Hey boo ;) I'm outside. Everyone knows it YOUR night. 

I didn't respond, I just went outside and seen him in his black Mercedes. I used to think I loved him, and its only because I knew him before I knew Joshua. I thought of the night I met Ashley, and how much I hated my life at that one moment. He didn't open the door for me, unlike Joshua. I remembered how he didn't ever let me open or close the door. When we got to the party, I had to open and close the door. The drive there was kinda awkward, he was talking about his problems and how he is so glad he has me. When I opened the door, everyone went to go hug me and take a picture with me. I didn't want the attention, if anything I wanted to forget about everything that was keeping me depressed. I grabbed a beer and headed to the couch, everyone wanted to talk to me, and all I wanted to do is be left alone. 

I drank a couple sips of the beer and decided to get up, I was getting tipsy and I had to pee. I went up the stairs, to find more people adoring me. And who do I see holding the exact same beer as me? Joshua. I seen his beautiful face and at this point, I was drunk. "Hey pretty face." I said laughing. "Destybear?!" He asked sober. "You're beautiful." I said kissing his cheek. "Dest, we gotta get you home.." He said picking me up. He was a with all his friends, and they were all cheering for him. The was a lot of kids screaming out, "OTP!", "OMG YOU'RE SO CUTE TOGETHER!", "GOALS!" and I was to drunk to care or realize.

Joshua had grabbed his phone and my bag, and called a cab. "Hey! No way! You're not taking my girl out of her own party!" Chris said. "Your girl?" Joshua said holding me in his arms. "Yeah. I love her." Chris said trying to grab me. "No! She's MINE, and Im her BOYFRIEND."Josh said moving back with me. "Oh yeah? She said its complicated." Chris said. "So?! We didn't even break up!" Joshua said. "Listen man, Im leaving, with my girlfriend." Josh said leaving. Joshua canceled the cab, and just drove me home. He was completely sober, and he didn't take advantage of me. He took me to my house, but the lights were on, so my mom was up. He wound up taking to his house, he tucked me in his bed, and slept next to me. I cuddled him while we were sleeping.

I wanted to kiss him when I woke up, but I just cuddled him. It was the same way we cuddled in the hospital. I loved him so much, and I couldn't cuddle him without getting butterflies in my stomach. I wanted to kiss him so bad, I just couldn't, because I was the one to cut it off with him, and I didn't want the drama of him being confused on wether he was my boyfriend or not. We cuddled all morning, until I woke up alone, going to kiss him. It was in habit, so thank god he wasn't there. I smelt pancakes. I woke up to him cooking in his boxers and showing his abs. His hair was messy, and he was making Nutella pancakes, bacon, and eggs. Exactly what I always wanted.