My first love is my teacher (Lesbian Story)

My first love is my teacher

JOSH's POV :

''Come on babe, stop ignoring me and tell me?''

''Josh stop it, I won't !'' She yelled at me.

''Sweetheart, calm down. Did I-''

''Stop calling me that! Just leave me alone...'' She cut me off.

''No, that's enough! It's been 5 days. You're acting like you don't even care about me. What's the matter? Did I do something wrong? Are you wanting to break up with me?'' 

She stared down, with sadness in her eyes, trying to say something, but she couldn't find the right words. My eyes widened ''What!? But why? Kenzi, I love you and you know I would do anything for you! It's been 8 months, you can't leave me just like that.'' 

After my last words, she stared up at me, trying to withhold her tears ''I know... You're so good to me, that's why it's hurting me so much! I was thinking about it for a while already... but I didn't want to hurt you, because you deserve better.''

''Better? Why do you wanna break up? I don't want anyone else than you Kenzi! You're like, the perfect girl for me. So do me with the *it's not your fault, it's me*'' 

''Josh, I don't love you anymore!'' After she said that, my face went blank.

''Ok. I get it''. I ran down the stairs and I slammed her door.

How could she do that to me? I mean, I've been there for her always and cared about her. Did I do something wrong? I was driving home full speed, tears running down my cheeks. I loved her so much, did she ever loved me like I did?

KENZI's POV :

I laid down on my bed, thinking about what just happened. I couldn't believe I did it. Well, I didn't have to say much because he knew what I was hardly trying to tell him. I feel great, I thought. He was probably the best guy I had ever met and that's why I was staying with him. I liked him so much that I thought it could be enough, but no. Something was missing. I couldn't tell what exactly, but I knew then that I wasn't in love. It was more like a really good friendship that l didn't want to lose and that's why I didn't want to break up before.

*Sigh* I looked at my watch and decided to go to sleep because the following day was the first day of school. The summer was really too short. I was so nervous to start 12th grade, to  see my friends and my new teachers. I heard that most of them were really nice, mostly the English teacher. But there was two classes and two teachers who gave this class. One old boring teacher, and the other one was the new teacher, so I couldn't know if he/she was gonna be boring too. Well, I just hoped to have all the best teachers. I fell asleep, slightly nervous for the first day of school.

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A/N : This is my first story, so I hope it's not so bad! I know this chapter is short, but the next one will be longer. I'll upload as soon as I can! (On the right is a picture of one of the character, named as Rebecka, you'll know her later hehe)