Christine

THE DREAM

A low, ominous whisper seemed to echo through the air, repeating my name over and over. Christine... Christine... Christine... I was wondering who, and why he or she was chanting my name, is the person hear to save me from this terrible night mare or here to make me suffer more. I kept on hearing the same voice over and over again until I opened my eyes forcefully to see my mom sitting right beside my bed. I'm so glad to see her right now, the next move I made was to hug her tightly, I felt her hands all over me. I'm pretty sure she'll be wondering why I threw myself unto her, cause on a normal day I will just frown my face at her and asked why she's always in my room while I'm asleep, but today it was different. "What's wrong darling" she said while her hands still all over me. I looked at her worried face and said " I'm okay now since you're here with me, this is the best threat you could give me right now"I said trying to put on a smile so she won't be worried anymore. I let her go away from my hands and looked at her with a smile,I saw through her face that she wants to say something but scared to say it."say what you want to say mom,I'm not gonna bite you"I said coldly.
"I'm just wan... I'm wandering if you'll love to eat out with us" she said hoping my answer will be yes,"Is he coming" I asked with a frown on my face,she didn't answer the question immediately but I was sure she understood who I was referring to."Look" she started "I know you're mad at me but you have to respect my decision's, I'm doing this because of you and your brother....she wanted to continue but I cut in "No, you're doing this for yourself not for us,if you really wanted to do great stuff for us, you wouldn't have divorced dad, you're just being selfish..."hey young lady"she cut's in "I won't tolerate this kind of words coming out from your mouth" "if you can't, then get out"I said angrily pointing my hands towards the door.
She stood up to leave"and don't even expect me to come along to your stupid outing" I added but she didn't even turn to look back even though what I said was wrong, I hurried up to lock my door, after that I freshened up and stayed in my room to prevent my eyes from seeing my son called mother.
I laid down on my bed while my head faces the ceiling, still thinking about my dream*I saw a man standing there in the shadows but I didn't get to see his face, he was coming towards me and I was stepping back*.
I was hungry but I didn't want to eat my mom's junk food,she really sucks at cooking🤢,my dad has always been the one to cook for us so I missed his food,oh I miss him so much that I tried to look for him but couldn't find him. I put on my black hoodie and wore my white sneakers.I took my cross bag and left my room.
I stepped down the stairs and saw my mother with her so called date*Chris*,oh I hate him so so much,I wish I could lay my hands on his cheeks to slap.
Mom and Chris saw me and Chris with a bright smile said "Christine my child,I was just talking about you, I'm so excited to spend some time with you..."don't want to" I cut in, I was about to open the door when I felt someone holding my arm's,it was Bernard my little brother."please take me with you,I don't like hanging out with those freaks"he said quietly, I knew I couldn't take him along so I made a deal with him"how about I go now and I'll make sure to get you your favorite toy" "bumblebee" he shouted happily while I nodded, I told him bye with a smile and left.