•~It's Not Hard as Long as It's With You~•

Broken Hearts

"Why did you have to be one of them!" Beomgyu yells, refusing to believe he was once again dumped by a partner he was so deeply in love with.

Soobin pushes him away ,making him drop on the floor. Beomgyu was weak, he was once again heartbroken. The second time this year. He had given Soobin a chance, yet he took that chance and threw it out the window. Like it was trash, crushed up paper..

But Beomgyu wasn't giving up that easily,he couldn't take the feeling of getting heartbroken again. It would be too painful for him to bear. Without thinking,he desperately held onto Soobin's arm,like his life depended on it.

"Let go." Beomgyu can feel the tears starting to fill and sting his eyes, threatening to spill over. Soobin's blunt command hits him like a punch in the gut, and he couldn't hold back the tears any longer.

Soobin coldly pushes him off,not even sparing Beomgyu a glance. Beomgyu watched as another partner walked out his bedroom door.

Beomgyu stayed on the floor, staring out the window. It was his favourite season, summer. But it felt cold for some reason,the sun wasn't there for him when he needed it anymore,like Soobin wasn't there when he needed his comfort,his hugs.

This wasn't new to Beomgyu anymore, he had learned to go to sleep and wake up with the heavy feeling. He had been broken many times, too many times.. He had been broken to a point he doesn't feel pain anymore, but why did this breakup feel so painful? Why? Was it because it was way too many times for him to be dumb enough to trust another guy? Was it because he truly fell in love with Soobin? Was it because.. he trusted him?

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Beomgyu skipped school for weeks. He stayed in his bedroom crying.. for weeks. His mom stayed on the other side of his bedroom door, leaning against the door to ensure nothing happens to his precious son. She felt so bad for him, it hurt her to see her son being broken, broken and broken again. She had trusted Soobin, yet he wasn't different from the others. He betrayed Beomgyu, again. She couldn't say she didn't expect it though, she always had a feeling.. but she didn't want to break his son again.

"Beomgyu-ah.. please come out. You haven't had dinner yet.." She let out a disappointed sigh and places the food outside of Beomgyu's room. It was heartbreaking for her to see her son going through the same pain again. Just please end his pain.. it hurts the same for her too.

Beomgyu was aware his mom loves him to death. And is probably hurting because of him, but what can he do? He was hurt as well, it was better to pour out the heavy emotions than keep it buried deep into his heart.. eventually becoming a scar. He already had countless scars, and the last thing he needed was another one. He wanted to get over it, get over Soobin. And start a new life, forget about the past and move on. But it was hard to do so when everything in his room reminded him of Soobin..

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"I hate you dad!"
Yeonjun yelled.
"I fucking hate you."

Yeonjun's father had just forced him to transfer schools because he was on the run from the police once again.

"I don't care what you have to say Choi Yeonjun. I put a roof on top of our heads and you will do as I say."

Yeonjun breathed heavily. He had transferred schools four times this year, and he had finally made a friend. But his father just had to step in and ruin everything again by making him transfer schools.

His father stepped closer to him and pulled his hair,hard enough to make him fall down to the ground and beg for mercy. But he didn't, he held back.

"Do you hear me, young man?"
"Loud and clear sir.."

His father let out an evil grin and let go of him, making him fall weak on the ground. Yeonjun stayed there, until his father left. His father always had it his way, if not, he would shove a huge number and magically, he's in charge again. It's no surprise for Yeonjun by now, he heaved out a sigh and pinched his nose. Just the thought of switching schools makes him puke.

"Oh god.. not again.."

Yeonjun was a boy with big dreams, he always dreamed of running away and finding his Cinderella.. taking her to prom, hugging her while sleeping..and so much more. So much more he wanted to do, yet he never got the chance to. Not when his father was in control of everything.

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So.. how was it😚
This is my first time EVER writing a story and I'm very nervous what others will think lol🤔
I'm just a fellow beomjunie that read other fanfics and wanted to make my own hehe
Also pls tell me if I made any grammer mistakes cus I do that often while texting.
I double checked so I doubt there would be alot but I still think my dumbass would miss a few mistakes.🥲💗
Also I forgot to mention this at first but none of this is real, it's just something I came up with🤦
Also this book I don't even know if it flips or scrolls cus I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT WRITING STORIES.😭🤣
So I'm just praying it's normal. Like the others 😚🙃
Thank you for reading, other chapters coming soon🫣~