unspoken

chapter 19

this is just a lil fun thing of jungwon's letters to sunoo <3

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hi sunoo hyung~
if you're reading this, you probably know about my illness already, and i'm probably not by your side anymore.
i don't want to make this sad though, as i'm writing this to cheer you up once i'm gone!
i'm not sure if i should write this formally or just randomly, but it'll be decided on the way ^_^
i think i'll come in monthly, or whenever i feel like it.
i hope you like what i'll be documenting later on (most likely just my thoughts lol), but for now, bye bye and luv youuu <3

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0918
woah. its been less than a month since i've known you, and i already know we're perfect for eachother (future us is this true?).
i'm so glad i sat down next to you that day, and i'm even somewhat thankful for seon coming. otherwise, you wouldn't have been able to see how much i cared for you.
i know this might sound a little creepy, but ever since i met you on the first day of school, i've really liked you and wanted to be friends with you. i watched you everyday (ok yeah this sounds very creepy but its supposed to be sweet), i thought of perfect opportunities to be with you or talk to you, but i kept chickening out.
i dont know what wave of confidence washed over me that day, but i really just went for it. and i'm extremely glad i did so.
you know how people plan out how they'll talk to their crushes and imaging scenarios? yeah i kinda felt that way with you, but platonically of course...
now i don't have to worry though, you're mine (as friends ofc) and i love it that way :3

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1015
our first hangout!
did you like the it? i hope we go there many more times in the future (we better). i know that park like the back of my hand, since it's honestly the only place i went during my homeschool days. it's nice that quite literally no one in the city knows about that spot.
i hope that every time you visit that park, you'll be reminded of all the happy memories we made there. i'll need you to carry the legacy of going there! can't have it completely deserted, right?
i don't have much more to say today, since i've told you everything in person. bye for now :p

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1028
you weren't at school today :(
but not to fret, i came over! (obviously you know, but still)
your parents are so nice, just like you!
i wish i could've stayed longer, but i couldn't leave jake alone for family dinner  -_-
did i tell you your room smells like peaches? it's sweet, just like you hehe~
you're so fun to talk to, it's impossible to get bored. and you're so nice too, but not too much of a people pleaser or fake nice. i don't know how else to describe it, besides your personality is literally perfect!
i hope you liked the tea i gave you! it does wonders for me when i'm unwell (which honestly is all the time, but that's how i know it works). it's also sweet, which suits your food preferences  •⏝•
if you want the recipe just ask jake, maybe it can remind you of fun memories too!
byebyeee ❤︎

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1128
a normal school day today, like every other day. even though it's repetitive, i still shoot up from bed every morning (i'm medically unable to do that but you get the idea lol), excited to see you again!
you make school fun and manageable, like a source of light and energy motivating me. you're like my sun, sunoo :3
i hope you feel the same way with me too, you probably do actually. heh.
anyways, i just wanted to say that sooo bye ♡