The one That I Couldn't Have

Hi this story is based on tru facts i will be using real life names so enjoy

I was ten at the time when I realized that I like a girl it was a whole new feeling .At the time I didn't know how to react to this kind of things and I still don't but I'm open to learning.i have been forgetting about this crush till now .I'm twelve at this time and I have found out that I started to have crushes.By crushes I mean one girl and one girl only. This girl has been in my class from the beginning. I am pretty good friends with her but I never mentioned anything about a crush.Until now ,about two weeks ago her and a friend started speaking about the subject of love something I was in the knowing of since I somehow at twelve hit puberty so yea.They asked me a bunch of questions about her, I answered every single one with great care so that they wouldn't find out who I'm talking about.What they didn't know was that one of them was the exact girl I was thinking about. Since then I have awoken the crushes curiosity.They started to ask me questions for like two days and then stopped.I started texting constantly with that girl that we will call  crush. So I started texting crush we texted for a while until she told me about her crush. A family friend so since I couldn't get to be her half I thought I could help her. So I start cooking. I make plan after plan on how to get him to notice her as more then a friend. Until she told me that he is coming to our town for a birthday party. So I started to cook again. I make another plan that isn't as good as the firs one but still could work. I can't say that I don't feel a little sad about the fact that she likes someone else but I can't just hate her for not liking me. And if you like a girl and she doesn't like you back don't hate her,put yourself in her shoes. Till next time .Danila out!