Chapter 17: The Edge of Change

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The tension between Joong and Dunk seemed to stretch endlessly, hanging in the air like a thick fog. Joong's heart pounded as Dunk's words echoed in his mind, his head filled with questions he couldn't yet answer.

"I'm starting to wonder if I really care."

What did that even mean? Joong wanted to push Dunk away, to remind him of the boundaries that separated their worlds, but there was something in Dunk's eyes that made him hesitate. He had spent so long telling himself that Dunk was just another rich kid, another reminder of everything Joong couldn't have, that he hadn't allowed himself to see Dunk beyond the walls of his family's mansion. But now, standing there in the quiet corner of the room, the lines between them didn't seem so clear.

"I should go," Joong said abruptly, breaking the silence between them. He turned away, intent on putting distance between himself and Dunk, but Dunk's hand shot out and caught his wrist with a firm grip.

"Joong, wait."

The soft command in Dunk's voice made Joong freeze. He didn't dare turn around, not when his pulse was racing so fast, and his mind was spinning with thoughts he couldn't control.

"I don't understand you," Joong said, his voice barely a whisper. "You act like you care one minute, and the next, you remind me of who I really am. A servant. Someone who's supposed to keep their head down."

Dunk's grip tightened slightly, pulling Joong back toward him. Joong's back was against Dunk's chest now, and he could feel the warmth of Dunk's body against his. Dunk was still silent for a moment, as if weighing his words carefully.

"You're not just a servant," Dunk said finally, his voice low and steady. "You're... more than that. At least, to me."

Joong's heart skipped a beat. The words hit him harder than he expected, and for a moment, he almost believed them. He almost believed Dunk saw him as more than just his status, more than just someone to be looked down on. But Joong wasn't naive. He knew better than to let his guard down, especially around someone like Dunk.

"I don't need your pity," Joong shot back, pulling away from Dunk's grasp. He stepped back, putting space between them, though his chest still ached from the proximity. "I don't need anyone pretending like they care."

Dunk's expression darkened for a moment, his eyes narrowing. "I'm not pretending," he said, his voice sharp. "You think I can't tell when you're acting? When you're hiding behind that attitude because you're scared of what might happen if you let someone in?"

Joong's breath hitched at the accuracy of Dunk's words. He opened his mouth to retort, but nothing came out. His walls were up, but Dunk was tearing through them faster than he could build them.

"I'm not like your father," Dunk continued, his voice softer now. "And I'm not going to hurt you."

The statement hung in the air, and for a split second, Joong believed him. But the cold reality of their situation quickly crept back into his thoughts. Dunk was still rich, still part of a world that Joong could never be a part of. His father would never accept him having any sort of relationship with Dunk, and the power imbalance between them was too great. Joong couldn't risk falling for Dunk, not when it would only end in disappointment.

"I don't know what you want from me," Joong said finally, his voice strained. "But I can't play this game. Not with you, not with anyone."

Dunk stepped forward, closing the distance between them once more. Joong wanted to pull away, wanted to remind Dunk of their places in life, but something in Dunk's gaze held him still. Dunk reached out, gently cupping Joong's face in his hand, and for a moment, Joong thought his heart might stop altogether.

"I'm not playing a game, Joong," Dunk said quietly. "I'm just trying to figure out what this is between us."

Joong's breath caught, his mind racing. The words felt like a confession, an unspoken admission of something neither of them had been able to fully understand. Joong opened his mouth to respond, but before he could speak, a sudden noise broke the moment. Someone was approaching—footsteps echoing down the hallway.

Joong quickly stepped back, his face flushed with frustration. "We shouldn't be doing this," he muttered, more to himself than to Dunk.

Dunk didn't say anything, but Joong could feel the weight of his gaze, burning into him. He felt exposed, vulnerable, and yet he couldn't bring himself to walk away. Not yet.

The footsteps grew closer, and Joong quickly glanced over his shoulder, catching sight of his brothers at the end of the hallway. They were heading in his direction, and Joong knew that if they saw him with Dunk, it would only lead to more complications. He had to go.

"I'll see you later," Joong said quickly, turning to leave before his brothers could reach him.

But as he walked away, he could feel Dunk's eyes on him, and he knew that nothing would be the same after this. No matter how much Joong tried to push Dunk away, a part of him knew that Dunk wasn't going to let him go so easily.

As Joong walked back to his room, his mind was a whirlwind of thoughts. He couldn't ignore the fact that he was starting to care about Dunk, no matter how much he hated to admit it. But that was a dangerous path to go down.

Joong wasn't ready to risk his heart—especially not on someone from a world that didn't care about people like him.

The next few days would be difficult. He could feel the distance growing between him and his brothers as they adjusted to their new roles, serving Dunk's family. But at the same time, something in Joong had changed, something he couldn't quite explain.

And no matter how hard he tried to deny it, he knew that the connection with Dunk wasn't something he could just walk away from. It was only a matter of time before everything would come to a head.

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