Forget You Not

Chapter 11

ZEE'S POV

When the taxi stops at the hospital I immediately came out. Someone hold my shoulder and I look back. It was Tutor who's eyes were swollen from crying.

"Where is Nunew, nong?" I immediately ask as I holds back my emotions.

"Phi.. You have to be strong please." He said as tears started to fall on his eyes.

"Stop it Tutor. I'm not playing here.  Where is he.  What ward? What's his room number? Is he in the emergency room? Come on let's go.. I need to check if his okay." As I try to walk the Emergency door of the hospital, but he stops me and hold my arm.

"He's in the mourge Phi." Tutor said. My anger boils as I shove his hands and hold his collar.

"I said don't play with me, Tur. What's wrong with you." I shouted at him. God what is wrong with him. All I just need to know is his room number why can't he say it.

Net who was there try to stop me from hurting my brother.
"Come on Zee.. you'd hurt your brother."

"Why can't you just tell me his room number." I shouted again as anger filled me and my eyes sting with the emotions that I tried to hold back.

"Cuz he's not in any of the room number in this hospital phi.." he shouted back and pull my hands away from him.
I went silent and look at him unbelievable.
"If you think I'm playing games here. Come here." Then he pull me to where he wants me to go.

When we turned left I saw the word Mourge written in bold in the hallway.

I want to run away from the place. My body tremble This is not true, but I want to see it for my self right so I didn't need to run. Nunew is not dead.

My breath coming faster as we walk inside. Then I heard a loud cries. A familiar voices that now crying in agony.

My breath stops as the world stops0 when I saw them. All of them. The people that I've known. The people that he loves. The people that I know has been part of our lives.

"Oohh..Nunu baby. Wake up now,  your mommy is here. Please baby wake up."
Mrs. Keerati and Mr. Keerati crying in despair. They were holding on to a dead body that covers in white sheet.

"Aahh this is my fault. I shouldn't have let him go. Nunu my grandson. I'm so so sorry." Mr. Pen Keerati who was on the floor while aunty Ja was holding him as she was also crying uncontrollably.

"This is my fault.. aaahhh, Nat. This is my fault I shouldn't have let him go. I shouldn't have..aahh"
Then Max who was kneeling in the ground shouting and crying while a guy was holding him. And Keng who was also kneeling but was crying in silence as he was holding his chest.

Nunew's friends that I know the name of Firstone, Tle and Latte, they were crying and shouting in agony calling Nunew's name.

I was speechless as my body started to go weak. I don't believe this thing. I shake my head.
I think I'm having a nightmare. Nothing of this is all true.

" Ahhh my son, my baby.. honey. This is not true tell me. My son is not dead. Our son is alive, he's not dead" Pat shouted while shaking his husband.

"Pat.. I don't even know anymore. I wish this was all a dream too." Chai said crying even more. Then he hug her tightly.

"You need to wake me up now. This is just a dream.. all of this is not true. My son is alive.." he tried to convince herself.

Just like me I'm convincing myself cuz I know  this was all a dream right?  Fuck, who am I kidding here.
I'm already telling that to myself from we're in the airport to here but I'm still not waking up from this fucking nightmare that I said to my self.