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35.Small talk

Shes been looking at me all night, Im terrified, I know why, baby, she's got the wrong crazy. Oh, I see the moon in her eyes. Im paralyzed, she's not my baby. She's got the wrong crazy.                        -Small Talk: Live from madison square garden, Niall Horan

Doraine's POV: 

Its christmas eve, and the grid decided to throw a party! Yay me. I absolutely despise parties, they are horrible and no fun at all, I'd rather sit at home all day gaming on the sim. The positive side of this is that I have an excuse to stare at Tina all night. Alcohol. I hate the aftermath of it, but right now, its my saviour. A problem is, I dont know where anyone is. ALex and George just escaped to the bathroom, probably going to drunkenly hook up and regret it the next morning. Well, maybe thats what I need to do too, just hook up with someone. Just forget about my entire obsession with Tina for a night.

Speaking of the devil herself, she comes walking over to us, and with us I mean me and Esmee, who is also staring at Alice, so maybe we have the same problems. "Hey Dory, hey berry!" Oh for fucks sake, I cant do this. "Hey Tina, I am going to help my uhm... Parents over there!" Esmee says, and immediatly flees to her parents, or at least, thats what she said. Shes left me. I might actually murder her. "Uhm- H-hi Tina. Im sorry, I am a teenie bit drunk!" I whisper-shout an hold my fingers around a centimeter from each other to point out how drunk I am. I suddenly feel dizzy, maybe I've actually drank way too much. 

Maybe this drunkness gave me confidence, I dont actually know, but suddenly an idea comes up in me, and maybe its shitty, but fuck it, I wont remember it anyway, will I? "Uhm, Tina? Can you come with me? I feel a bit overwhelmed." I did. Not anymore though. "Uhm, yeah sure!" I can see that she is drunk too when she stumbles behind me on the stairs. "So, what did you actually want to do?" She asks, as we enter a random room, and my voice gets stuck in my throat, being unable to speak. She knew, she knew the whole time, that I was on to something, that something was going to happen, but she stayed silent. "Uh-Uh" Great, I cant answer her, this is just ideal, and I look towards the ground.

And then, she does the absolute hottest thing possible. She lifts my chin up with one finger and kisses me. Wait, she kissses me? I freeze and I am absolutely terrified. After I go through all possible human emotions, I decide to do the stupidest thing ever. I kiss her back. Oh, I am so going to regret this in the morning, but well that is a porbllem for future me. As we kiss, I get pulled back into that night, that night where our friendship changed forever. Everything had changed then, and everything will change now. Its like we try to escape it, but we are destined to end up like this. Its the prophecy that has been written for us, to fuck up everytime, to ruin each other, and we both love it. Its a need. Its a necessity. We try to shrug it off, but it is never going away.

But as we run away holding hands, giggling like little children, we spot Kimi and Ollie. Why is everyone drunk at this party? But that is not the point, we do not only spot them together, we see them making out aggresively, like they will die if they dont. As soon as they disappear into a random bathroom,  we look at each other in shock, but then break out into a fit of laughter. While I am still laughing, she drags me into a room. "So, where were we?" "Here." I say, and kiss her with all the power in me, which catches her off guard, but she quickly kisses back. Oh, this is going to be a loooong night for the people next to us.

A/N: A very short one, but I am already writing something for Bearnelli...