•••••Juvia•••••
I woke up by the sound of my blue alarm clock ringing,"Ugh,it's only 6:30 am." I said harshly and got up from my blue master-size bed and went to the kitchen.I cooked some hotdogs,omelet, bacons and also I make pure orange juice.I ate and do my morning routine.I went to the guild and I'm not in the mood to talk to Gray-sa....GRAY.I wore a plain blue sweater and plain white denim short shorts partnered up with plain white ankle-length Converse.
°°°°°°°°°°FLASHBACK°°°°°°°°°°
I was walking to the guild as usual but I stop by for a while to buy my favorite blueberry cheesecake at the Fiore Bakeshop.As I got inside,I suddenly saw a voice saying,"Lucy,I love you and I always will.I don't have any one tries to catch my attention but only you can caught my sight because of your attraction."and it was the one I stalked and the one I love,Gray with Love Rival.I felt my hot tears streaming down my face.I quickly got out of the shop then went back at Fairy Hills.I ran through my room,not bothering on bumping Erza,Levy,or other girls.I smash my head on the wall at the kitchen then grabbed hold of a random knife at the counter then slice my soft,pale skin on my arms.After 20 mins,I clean the kitchen and went to sleep even if I'm crying and thinking about suicide
°°°°°°°°°°End Of Flashback°°°°°°°°°°I will wear sweaters so that the guild wouldn't know that I'm doing cuts.When I went inside the guild and head straight to the bar and ignore the people around me who are giving me stares which kinda freaked me out.I just sweat dropped.I straight jeopardize to Master's office.Before I went in, I knocked on the door;no reply.I knocked again;still the same answer.I lost control and was about to punch the door so I can bolt in,but Master already open the door.I calmed down a bit and he said, "Yes,my child?" I was about to tear up but Natsu butt in.I wanted to leave the guild and I guess Natsu have the same answer,"I/Juvia wanted to leave the guild" Both of us replied in unison then Master ask,"WHY?"He ask us,more like almost yelling then I replied,"Because Juvia wanted to train" "And because I wanted to find Igneel" I know both of us are lying,"Okay I won't force you to come back but visit the guild,'kay?" "Yeah,yeah sure" I replied to him then both me and Natsu go out.I ask Natsu,"Are you leaving because of Gray-sa.....Gray and Lucy?" "Yeah how did you know?" "Same answer from you" "Woah,woah woah!You stop talking in third person!" "Got a problem with that,pyro freak?!" "N-no ma-ma'am!!"
When we're about to go to the bar,I saw Natsu wide eyed,so I look at which direction he's wide eyeing; and it was the direction of Gray flirting and tickling Lucy,who is now laughing.I felt my heat rising up.Oh,I'm not blushing,it was my anger and I'm all full of range like I want to go there and just shut Lucy's face on the floor.I felt my tears streaming down my face and I ran away leaving them dumbfounded.I ran to Fairy Hills and head straight to my blue room.Good thing is no one's here and I'm all alone,like I'm being the rain woman again.Gray is the one who make the rain go away,but I think I'm wrong to my answer.I wrote a letter for ice whore,pack my things in a blue backpack, and then go to sleep;even though I'm crying.
•••••Natsu•••••
I was wide eyed when I saw exhibitionist flirting with Lu.......slutty girl.I went home and wrote a letter for slutty girl,pack my my things in a black backpack, and then went to sleep,thinking about committed suicide.
•••••No One's•••••
Juvia and Natsu woke up,do their morning routine, and went to the guild together with their letters and backpacks with them.Juvia is dressing an orange long sleeved top,red denim short shorts partnered up with a pair of black combat boots and her blue curly hair in a high ponytail. Natsu is wearing an orange vest with black short gloves,red baggy shorts partnered up with black combat shoes and his cherry blossom spiky hair is still in a messy position.When they got inside the guild,many members stared at the look of them just because they change their look.
They went straight ahead to the bar,with Mira,who was washing the dishes.The water and fire mage walked up to her,"Hey,Mira.Please give this to slutty girl" Natsu said fiercely, "And also,give this to ice man-whore" Juvia said with full of range and gave the letters to the she-devil mage and she accepted.Then the both of the mages went outside to say their last goodbye.
•••••Lucy•••••
I was all alone walking to the guild but I'm together with my as always companion spirit,Plue.I wonder why Natsu didn't visit me yesterday.When I open the guild door,I went straight to the bar to order my favorite strawberry smoothie."Ohayou Mira" "Ohayou Lucy.As always?" "Yup" "Wait.Gray!!Come're!!" Then Gray went to us just in time,"So what is it?" "Both of you has letters arrive yesterday from Natsu and Juvia" She hand them over to us.I got Natsu's and Gray got Juvia's.To be honest,me and Gray are now on a mutual relationship also known we have the same crush at each other.But I still prefer Natsu.Both of us open our pink and black letters.We both exchange our letters and we both have the same kind of message.We both read the letter,
"Dear slutty girl/ice pyro,
We are leaving the guild so,are you happy now?!We leave you two alone just so we can't disturb your relationship actions.We found out that you both love each other so we just move on to a place.Again are you happy now?If you really love us,find us.If you find us and still live each other,your fucking bitches are gonna leave us alone.
~Juvia and Natsu"
I started to cry because I chose Natsu and I know Gray chose Juvia.I felt so disappointed because of them leaving us.I need to find them.We need to find them.I love Natsu.I'm so sorry if I make you feel so bad,Juvia.
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Fanfiction“ Life goes on and on. There's things that we need to let go. And sometimes, we just can't accept the fact. We just wanted to be free. Moving on means that you need to forget the terror you have " ~ Juvia Lockser “ I laugh. I think. I smile. I frown...