scared of Losting you again

part 27

PART 27;

AHYEON POV

While I was sitting in the living room eating the mochi that Rita bought me, I felt something sitting next to me, it's a mosquito, a human mosquito. Rami,.

I just ignored her and just kept scrolling on my phone, "Baby let's talk" baby? Is she stupid? We are over and she still calls me baby. "baby? Who are you calling me baby?" I said, it's annoying because she's here next to me, can't she just go to the balcony and have a fresh air?

"Ahy baby, don't be like that to me" Why does she always calling me baby? We're over, "Stop, who are you talking to?" Your mad at her so don't be fragile ahyeon, I stood up to avoid what was going to happen, so I could avoid her also.

I know minji, she likes Rami and Rami likes her, so I'll be miserable if I continue this, At first they always cling to each other, and when we were all together on the rooftop of the school, minji was also with us that day. They confessed on the rooftop but they didn't get along. Minji left after confessing.

That's why canny was my new crush that day and she's not anymore but it's hard when she's still what your heart is looking for.

While I just stared and leaned on the end of the balcony and closing my eyes while feeling the cold shivers of the wind. I thought about what happened with us, the way I gave my body to her, the way I became clingy to her. Everything is coming back, I miss the days when we were close to each other.

I miss her, I miss her hugs, I miss her kisses, and I miss her soft voice. I want to return everything, especially her.

"Ahyeon" I was surprised by the voice, it's Rami, but I didn't turn around, I just felt her footsteps coming closer to me, "ahyeon, Can we talk?" I didn't realize that the tears that I had been holding back were falling from my eyes, "ahy, Sorry" her voice cracked.

I just let her until I felt someone hugging my back, It's Rami, she rests her chin on my shoulder as she hugs me tightly, "ahyeon, sorry" I felt that she was crying, I felt something wet on my shoulder so I faced her, I held her cheek and rested our foreheads on each other's, "ahyeon, I miss you, I can't stand it without you by my side"

What she was said sank into my heart, she missed me, I missed her too. But I have to stop it, What I told canny's mother was a lie.

FLASHBACK

AHYEON POV;

Until now Rami has not come back, I made her to buy some food at the 7/11, A while ago, I couldn't contact her because she left her phone. We have just recovered from a fierce fight, Maybe that's why he's been like that for so long, or maybe she's just creating some space to take a break from our fight.

While I was applying cream on my face, I saw Rami's phone rings, I was thinking twice whether to answer it or not, I looked at the phone but it seemed like a random call so I let it go, She didn't come home for five hours, What happened to her?

I waited for ten hours, but she was still not there, until I heard someone keep ringing Rami's phone, That's going to annoy me Because it's been a few minutes since it's calling, I should have been sleeping but.

I just got up irritated and answered the call, "Who are you? Why are you keep calling?" I was froze when I heard a noise, My heart was racing while my throat was drying up, "uugghh, yeah,.. Rami baby do it faster" It was on loud speaker and the phone fell in my hand, while I heard the voices of the two doing something unholy.

Who called me, what is this What I'm I hearing, I wouldn't have believed it until I heard something else, "Minji, I like you, I want you" I heard her companion laughing and also responded, "Then leave Ahyeon for me babe"

The call died and became silent, she end the call, so I fell on the floor and cried, I hugged my knees and cried a lot, I didn't think she could do something like this to me, She's cheating on me. And Minji is really her other woman. I can't.

Gladly I recorded that all voice scene.

I didn't sleep and I was just sitting on the couch drinking vodka, I didn't realize that it was Morning, and When I heard someone opening the door, Rami entered. I heard her come to me and kiss me on the cheek, "baby" She gave me the mochi and sat next to me.

"Baby it's still morning, why are you drinking? Is this about our fight yesterday?" I didn't respond But I just drink again, the Voices I heard last night come back. My tears fell when she stopped me, "baby, why are you drinking? It's bad for you"

I looked at her with tears in my eyes, "baby, Did I do something wrong?" I can't do anything, maybe I should just forget about last night, maybe It's not just them Maybe the person got the wrong call.

I can't do anything, I love her, I don't want her to get away from me, I hugged her tightly, I don't want to lose her, I just want to be with her every day.

"Nothing baby, I just love you" And according to everything, My Anger Suddenly Disappeared, When I Finished Saying All That, I'm stupid. So stupid, I already heard last night that she was fucking up with someone else last night, but when she's in front of me seemed to lighten up.

Even though I knew that everything I heard last night was wrong, I was still forced to love her, If I really can ignore her and break up with her but there is a side of me that chooses to stay in this situation, I want her her touch her kisses and her hugs.

But I also know that she is cheating on me. But I let it go, I love her that much. "Baby, That's not right, stop drinking in this Early morning" She took the glass from my hand and pulled me to the bedroom to sleep, She hugged me tightly, just like we don't want to lost the every peace of our love.

END OFF FLASHBACKS

I'm just holding her while our foreheads are resting to eachother's. She held me tightly and I just looked into her eyes, "I'm sorry for what I did,. I'm Sorry for breaking up with you without any reason's" Every sleep of her tears I feel something that is not good in my heart, a pang is coming out and I feel something like my cheats tighten.

I wiped the tears of rami and I shh her, "Don't cry and It's not your fault, maybe if I hadn't let my jealousy lead me, this wouldn't have happened" She looked at me and my lips, I don't know what happened next, our lips just touch together, And I just followed every movement of our lips.

It's soft and I'm used to it, she defended our kisses but I also pulled it out so it wouldn't get worse. "Ahy, come back to me please" I didn't listen to her and I just closed my eyes, I removed her hands that were holding me and walked away from the count.

"Before that, First tell me why you didn't come home the night we have our huge fight, Why didn't you come home that night" I said while holding the fence of the balcony, "what exactly did you did that night"

She facepalmed, I know she knows what I'm talking about, "Ahy, I told you that I was in the office, doing something important" She's lying, she's good at this, "Is it important to have a sex with your best friend?" I said in sarcastically tone and Her eyes widened and she just looked at me. "what are you talking about?"

She was playing, she was just playing with me, she thought I didn't know, She doesn't know that I have a record of what they both did, I quickly took my phone and Search for the record I saved, I turned up the volume, my heart hurts when I hear this record Again. "Then what's this?, playing moans?"

Her eyes widened, "ahy, where did you get those records from?!?!" She said angrily, "ahyeon, deleted that record now" My look at her was sharp, I could see that she was not happy with what she heard and again, when I heard the "Minji, I like you, I want you"

"Playing dumb huh?"

I can feel my pain in my heart, I just want to know the truth, why can't she tell the honest truth.