Harto's Diary [Hartbig]

Chapter Four

  I walked out of the hospital and walked to the car. The world was still and quiet. I can't even remember the last time Grace was this upset and the fact that it was all my fault hurt me as much as much as it was hurting her. I wasn't really sure how to fell but I knew no matter what happened, I would be here for her and she would be here for me. Life felt numb at that moment I was out in the parking lot so I just got in my car and drove to our apartment. On the way there, I ran into my good pal Ingrid, who seemed to have a swollen face.

"Hey Ingrid, what happened?" I asked, very concerned.

"Oh, nothing, it's okay." She said "I don't want to start anything."

"You know you can tell me anything Ingrid. You have nothing to hide." I said, trying to show that I was there for her.

"Uhm.. I'll text you later okay?" She said, walking away.

I watched as she ran away in tears. What was going on in my life? It was falling apart. I just stood there and stared into the open air until I finally starting running home, in tears, leaving my car outside of the place where I noticed Ingrid. Once I arrived, I ran upstairs and without any hesitation, grabbed the gun that we were hiding under the cabinets in the kitchen. I cocked it and before I could hear the front door open and I immediately put the gun back where it was and pretended like I was on my phone. That's when Mamrie walked in the kitchen and pushed me up the wall.

"Are you fucking stupid?" she started crying "Did you forget about the cameras in the house?"

I just stood there speechless then she pushed me out the door into the car and slammed the front door behind her. The whole car ride was quiet and Mamrie was handling things aggressively. I had to admit, I was nervous because Mamrie was usually laid back, I don't care type of person but now I feel like she wanted to beat the shit out of me. I felt my phone vibrate so I pulled it out of my pocket and realized that I had to messages.

'Oh yeah, I got one earlier.' I thought to myself.

I open the first one, which was from Grace, it read I'm Sorry Hannah, I love you but I can't go on. I was pretty sure Mamrie was reading over my shoulder, because she grabbed the phone out of my hand and threw it out the window.

"Dude, what the hell are you doing? I had another type from Ingrid. she had to tell me about what happened to her face." I said angrily.

"Her mom hit her. She told her mom that she loved Grace so she hit her and said that Grace loved you so she had to stop." She explained.

"So, all of this. Is my fault?" I asked.

We arrived at the hospital and Mamrie parked the car right out front of the main entrance.

"Now, shut the fuck up and go in there and kiss Grace." She said with a smile.

I smirk back at her and ran into the hospital. When I walked in, Grace was standing up and she looked beautiful. I ran up to her, grabbed her face and kissed her like I never kissed a girl before. I let go and I looked into her eyes. She just smiled and pulled me back in for another kiss. Once she let go. I gave her my sweatshirt and said:

"C'mon baby. Let's go home." and we walked out.