chapter 7. Bad dream

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Its been a few days since the day ghost was so nice. I didn't see him again but i get the feeling he is sitting outside the door most of the time.

I cant help but miss him a bit. I know he is the one that hurt me but its been so long since anyone showed me kindness even if he is cold.

I wonder if I could look out the door to see if he is there.

I shouldn't. He will be angry if he sees me.

I look down at my hands. He must think I'm a monster. I hate being like this.

If I could just klip my claws it will look better. I slowly stand up and walk to one of the tables. Opening some of the cupboard doors looking for something to cut my claws with. I found large Scissors. I use them to try and cut off my thumb claw. It's harder than I thought. I put a much power in to brake the claw.

My hand slips and the scissors cuts my hand and brakes off the tip of my claw.

I hiss out in pain. Just the the door bursts open. Ghost walks in.
 

"What the hell are you doing?  Give my those scissors now".

My body doesn't move.
I just want to be normal.
I want him to not see my as a monster

" What are you doing speak up ". His tone is anger and harsh.

My voice comes out in a whisper.
" I'm sorry. I thought if I looked less like a monster...

I was cut off by ghost.

" Yes you dont look normal and that's how it is. Your going to have to live with it and get over it ".

I look away from him. I wonder if I will ever be able to be free.
I look at the window. I want to sit in it. I want to be outside.

I start to daydream about the outside and totally forgot that ghost is there talking to me.

" Are you listening!".
I look at ghost in surprise like I didn't even know he was ther.

"Sorry?". Is all I could say. I don't really know what he said or asked.

" I asked why do you keep looking out the window. Are you plans an escape again?".
His voice is sturn and he sounds annoyed.

" No. I wasn't. I was admiring the outside".
I hope I don't get in trouble for that.

Ghost is silent for a while. And then he Just leaves. He didn't say anything.
I sigh. I lay down facing the window. I can hear birds outside. I wonder where König is.

After a while, I fall asleep.

I'm walking outside. I find myself standing in a desolate, moonlit landscape. The grass is overgrown and wilted, like it's been drained of life. The trees loom in the distance, their branches like skeletal fingers reaching for me.
How am I outside? Won't I get in trouble?
I look around. I don't see anyone. I walk in the direction of the trees. Am I free? I wonder. I hear someone calling my name... My name?
I walk in the direction of the person calling. It sounds like a woman. In the distance, I can see a woman standing. I can't make out her face; I can only see her outline and the sun shining from behind her. It sounds like my mother.  Has she come for me? I run towards her. As the distance between us because less , I can feel something is not right. She is standing with her back facing me. I put my hand on her shoulder to turn her around. As she slowly turns to face me I'm horrified, it's not her.
It's my father. His face is distorted, his eyes sunken, and his skin sallow. He's standing in front of me, his voice dripping with malice. "I have missed you. Where have you been? I'm sorry for what I have done. Please come home." His tone is venomous, and I can hear the lies behind his words. I back away from him, making distance. "Come now. You're a monster. No one could ever love something like you. Come home with me. I will love you." I freeze. "No. I'm never going back with you." He flinches at my words, and his face darkens. He walks towards me angrily. My body won't move. I can't control my body. He stops in front of me and grabs me by my hair. He drags me into the woods. I struggle and try to get his hands off me, but it's useless. He stops at a pond. He takes my head and makes me face the water so I can see my reflection. I look at my reflection. It stares back at me, distorted and twisted. My eyes are sunken and look animalistic, nonhuman; my skin is pale and clammy, covered in stripes and ears. I look like a monster, just like my father said. My heart is racing, and my breath comes in short, panicked gasps. I can feel my father's hot breath on my skin, making my flesh crawl. He is right; no one could ever love me. Before I could think any further, my head is pushed underwater. I try to fight him off, but I can't. I struggle and try to get air.
Memorys of the past fill my head.

I can feel the anger building up inside me. My muscles tens and I can feel every sell in my body awaken. My claws dig into the soil.
I claw at my father's arm causing him to release me. And the moment he does I spin around a gasp for air. I slash his face open with my claws.

When I look into his eyes I'm horrified.
I see my mother.

"What have you done to your own mother".
Its my mothers voice. But I it's my father. Her voice sounds so dark and al the kindness I can remember of her is void.

König's pov

I see ghost walking out of Y/N room. I wait a while to make sure he is not coming back. I Hade picked some flowers for Y/N from the garden. Its winter so I couldn't find many.

Just before I open the fore I can hear commotion coming from inside the room.
I quickly open the door.
Y/N is crying out. But she is asleep
She is having a nightmare. I rush to her and grap her to keep her still. I lightly shake her to wake her up. She wakes up but in defence she claws at my face with her hand scratching my face and ripping a part of my mask of. She look at me with fear in her eyes.

"Please calm down. Its just a dream."
Her breathing is heavy and she is sweating alot. Her body is shivering.
I pull her into a hug to calm her down a bit.

Just then Ghost walks into the room.
" What is going on here?"
Ghost sounds annoyed and his tone is cold as always

"I believe she Hade a nightmare. I just woke her up."
I let go of her to face ghost. She is still shivering.

" Get out. She is my responsibility. I will take care of this." Ghost walk over to the bad. His eyes dead on me.
My attention is taken away when I realised my face is bleeding. Half my mask is cut open. I will have to leave.

I walk away from the bed towards the door.
I look around once and give ghost a warning look and leave.

Y/N pov:

I follow König with my eyes as he leaves the room. I look at the table and see a few wild flowers laying there. Did he bring them.
I'm still shaking a bit and my I feel cold from sweating.

I look up at ghost that is glaring at me.

AN
Hi everyone. I know it's been long since I updated. I hope this chapter wasn't that bad. I am on holiday and will see if I can post some more.
I did have some inspiration from a friend
Thanks to victor K wolf.

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