Sometimes the hardest goodbyes are the ones never said, the ones that always just hang there in the back of the mind like a dark cloud. There's so much to say but no one to say it to because the person you want most to hear it is already gone. That's how we felt. Sorrow, regret, a wound so deep it didn't even bleed. Like a puncture wound, an ache that didn't heal but just hurt. we didn't know if we wanted it to heal. That'd be too much like a final goodbye.We stood, holding each other's faces, memorising every last detail. I was deperate with my own need to capture this last, lingering moment, desperate to forget the horrible sink at the pit of my stomach telling me all this would be lost forever once they pulled the chip out.it is really painful to say goodbye to a friend that someone you don't want to let go of,But it's even more painful to them if they never wanted to stay in the first place.If someone doesn't show you the same love that you show them,and acts as if you are unimportant most of the time,This may be a big clue as to fact that you don't need them in your life either.The only people you truly need in your life are those who respect, never replace you and want you to be in theirs.
