Okay, so this is my story ever and its just a little thing I made up at 5:30 AM.
Hope you enjoy~
* Matejastotel*
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Death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit.
You know how a dog inspires a rabbit to run and hide, inspires it to survive is what im trying to say. I know, I know, its a strange thing to think about but here I am. My mind is actively racing over this and I cant stop myself from writing it all down. To express myself on this piece of paper....I suppose, you find this strange. You find the whole thought strange.
'Why would anyone be thinking about a dog and a rabbit?'
I dont really know, if I'm being completely honest with you. I dont know why I'm writing this or why I even thought about this at all.
As i was saying, I want to apologize for getting backtracked, the rabbit always runs when it hears the loud barks of a dog. It's an instinct. It has been hardwired into its genetics and now every time it hears a bark it runs. It runs and runs until it finds a hole to hide in.
For me, I guess you could say, death is the dog to my rabbit.
Death inspires me. It makes me run in hopes of surviving. But as the small rabbit, I run and run until I find a hole and then I hide.
Sometimes though, this inspiration isn't strong enough, and the dog catches the rabbit.
The rabbit shrivels up in fear, the last bit of inspiration to survive extinguishes and its will to live disappears.
It's the same with me really.
As the dog, death is constantly pursuing me, and I run, and run, and run.
I run until I find some place to hide.
But like the rabbit, I can loose too.
As I write this, my inspiration slowly disappears, my will to live shrivels. Deaths pursuit is coming to an end, and im afraid that I have accepted this.
Now I know why I'm thinking of this, now i know why i wrote this.
Death inspired me like the dog inspired the rabbit.
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And here it is, the first thing i have written so far.
What do you think? It would mean a lot to me if you comment and things like that.
The quote in the title of this is from: 21 pilots-heavydirtysoul.
Yeah, thats about it, i hope you enjoyed it
