Chapter 4 When I Hear Your Cries

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Nikki's POV
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I told Jinxx I wanted to go to the park for a little bit, he let me go and he said to be back by at least 11:30. So, I agreed and left.

At The Park...
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I sat down on a bench, trying to figure out whats going on since mom died. I'll never forget that day when I heard that terrifying scream and a gunshot.
Andy, Ashley, and Juliet were at the park too. They walled up to me, and sitting next to me.

"What's wrong Nikki?" Andy askes me.

"I don't really wanna talk about it." I replied.

"Its ok, you can always tell me and Juliet things that need to be kept secret. But tell us whats bothering you, we'll help fix it if we can."

"Well, one thing is that I have graphic flashbacks and abusive and gory dreams that I have no control over. I just need help finding who I am and help to fix my flashbacks and dreams. I just need someone to tell me its gonna be alright. I just need someone to tell me that they love me for once. I just need more things than you can fix."

"I'm sorry to hear that, but I'll help you the best I can. Here..." Andy said as he hugged me.

I burst out crying when he did that. I've never really been hugged before and that the hug actually ment something. He stroked my head and kissed my forehead, attempting reassure me.

"How about let's take you back to Jinxx, he'll know what to do." Andy said as he carried me.

I snoozed in his arms until we got back home. He layed me down on my bed, Jinxx and Sammi came in. Andy explained everything to Jinxx and told him what I said. Jinxx brushed away hair from my face and kissed my cheek, as he covered me up in the blankets. I fell completely asleep after that.

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