Disasterology

He Raped Me

A/N This will be in Tonys p.o.v :3 enjoy.
Warning- Ra.pe

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I felt sick looking at Jaime, his lips going back and forth on his perfect girlfriend, Jessica, lips. The way he pulled back from the kiss and put his forehead on hers, smiling like his typical goofball self while she laughed softly, kissing his lips softly.

I could feel the jealousy burning at the bottom pit of my stomach. But, I shouldn't, Jaime was my best friend, I should be happy he's.. He's in love.

"Tony-Tony-TONY!" yelled Mike as he jumped up and down in front of me.
I blinked a few times, I looked up at my tall best friend, "Uh yeah?" I answers softly.

He gave me a small smile, "Tony you coming? The warped party should be starting any minute" he said as his model of a girlfriend, Alysha, wrapped her arms around him, giving me a small smile.

I shook my head no, "Naw I'm just gonna stay here, watch some Star wars"

'And Cry because I'm all only while NY crush is straight and have a stunning kind hearted girlfriend, God I'm gonna die alone' I thought

Vic walked over, "Man come on dude! This is one of the venues in San Diego! Don't you wanna get out and party?" He said smiling while his girlfriend, Danielle held his hand.

I still shook my head, "I'm good guys.. I'm better off alone" I said the last Part in a low whisper.

"Fine, will see you in a few hours Turtle" said Vic as he patted my knee walking out with Danielle.

"Bye Tony" said Alysha softly as Mike waved, leaving me alone with Jaime and his perfect fuck girlfriend, damn I sound so jealous.

"You sure you don't want to come?" Asked Jessica all sweetly. God I want to hate her but i just friggin can't! I shook my head no, "I'm fine really" I said once more.

Jessica gave me a sad small smile, "Okay.. Bye tony" she said softly as she and Jaime started to leave.

Jaime gave me a small smile, but he still showed his dimples. His cute, sweet, dimples. I groaned as I laid back into the couch, how can one guy be so so so perfect?

Jaime is so sweet to everyone, he couldn't hurt a living thing. He was gentle and caring, he was the first to find out about my self harming and he helped me through it.

I honestly thought he liked me back, then bam one day a girl won his heart. I was nothing compared to her, I was just a sad lonely gay guy who played guitar.

Hours passed, me all alone on the couch, with the company of my thoughts, I heard someone slamming there fist on the door. I jumped, frighten by the loud bang.

I slowly got off the couch, hugging my star wars blanket Jaime got me recently for my 21st birthday. I unlocked the door, "J-Jaime?"I said softly to see a drunken Jaime.

"Tony hi!" He slurred as he stumbled through the tour bus. "J-jaime where is everyone? What are you on? Ive never seen you this drunk"

Jaime laughed as he grabbed my arm with one quick move and shoved me against a wall. "Jaime wha what the hell?" I asked as he looked at me, his once sweet loving brown eyes where full of darkness and lust.

Jaime leaned towards my ear, "Tony your so so so fucking hot" he said, his voice smelling like alcohol.

"J-Jaime stop your drunk, think sober-" he cut me off by giving me a sloppy kiss.

On other days, if he was sober, I would totally go for it. But this is wrong, he shouldn't forcefully do this or cheat on Jess.

"Stop it" I said as I tried to push him off. Jaime's brown eyes looked pissed, "your gonna do what I say Or I'll fucking end you" he growled.

"Jaime this isn't you! Stop this" I said, I felt, a sting across my face. I held my cheek and looked at Jaime, tears streaming my face.

He had hit me. The sweet innocent Jaime Alberto Preciado had slapped me. He slammed me against the wall again, "Baby if you don't corporate I'll do this the hard way" he snarled as he yanked me to the sofa.

"Ow Jaime stop please!" I cried as he through me to the sofa.

I laid flat on my back, Jaime shoved his hands down my pants making me yelp, He hit me again across my face, "Shut the hell up or you'll get hurt" he growled as he yanked off my pants. Oh God, No, he was gonna rape me. My eyes widen as I saw him taking off his pants. "Jaime stop!" I cried as I struggled under him. He grabbed me by the arms pinning me down, "stay down!" He barked as he positioned himself between my legs.

I cried out as he pushed himself in Me, I could feel myself bleed. I felt him going full max, pushing himself in and out of me using full force.

He was moaning, enjoying it while I was sobbing, all I could do was sob and beg for him to stop.

After what seem like hours, he collapsed beside me, breathing heavy and smiling, "I love you so much Jessica" he mumbled as he passed out leaving me in pain, physical and mentally.

I pushed my self up from the couch, yelping and wincing. I saw a slight blood stain on the couch but I just ignored it.

I quickly threw on my pants, tears streaming down my face, I grabbed my phone and as I walked to the door I looked back at the drunken Jaime.

I wanted to punch him. To kill him. But I was so scared of him right now, I needed to leave.

I ran out, limping, crying from pain. I didn't know where I was going but I need to get away from him.

I ran pass the other bands busses, pass the clubs, pass the stores and I found a dark alley.

I collapsed onto the ground, I sobbed so violently I could feel myself shake. I felt a pair of hands on my shoulder, I flipped out pushing the person.

"Hey hey I'm not gonna hurt you buddy.." Said the voice. The voice belonged to a girl, in the dark light I could see a pair of light blue eyes and and brown hair mixed with purple an pink.

"G-Go away!" I cries hugging my knees to my chest. The girl called closer to me, she looked younger then me, probably 19? 18?

"Buddy its okay, I'm perfectly harmless" she smiled as she sat down in front of me.

"My name is Stella, Why are you crying?" She said softly.

I bursted out crying on to her shoulder and told her everything about tonight. I lost it, I was raped and now I'm crying on to the shoulders of a stranger.

A/N
The band is basically all in there 20's okay?
Ily
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Xoxoxo Vicki