Regret

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Lyric's POV

I woke up on Johnnie's couch, confused for a second. And then I remembered that we um. We. We had sex. I cannot believe that I actually did that. We were just supposed to be going on a date, not coming back here and fucking!

I wrapped myself up in an extra blanket and quickly grabbed my clothes off the floor. I ran to the bathroom and got dressed. When I came out I put the blanket back on their couch and grabbed my phone to check the time.

6:43 pm

Sam is going to be worried about me. I don't blame her if she is though; I'm worried about me. I don't know why I did that. I can't believe it. What if the condom tore or something? What if I get pregnant? Johnnie and I aren't even dating. I'm not ready to have a kid.

I try to push those thoughts out of my head as I grab my skateboard and exit the front door.

Johnnie's POV-- 7:30 pm

I woke up completely naked and underneath a blanket. I know what we did, and I don't regret it. I missed her so much. More than anything I've ever missed.

And it's not like she's pregnant or anything though. Speaking of her, I noticed she's no longer beside me and her clothes aren't on the floor. I get up and grab my boxers. After I pulled them on I walked over to the front door and as I'd already assumed, her skateboard is gone.

Oh well. I'll text her later.

I go back to the living room and put on my clothes, also grabbing my used condom off of the table. That's when I noticed something.

I looked at my condom closer, and then realized what was wrong. On the side of it was a small tear. And that's when I started freaking out.

I started breathing heavy and shaking, frozen in place. I dropped the condom on the floor and say down on the couch. I started to pull at my hair and cry.

What if I got her pregnant? I'm not ready to be a dad. Oh my god.

Bryan walked into the living room and just stared at me. And then he realized what was going on. (My panic attack, not the possibility of me being a dad.)

He sat on the couch beside me and just told me to take deep breaths, trying to get me to calm down. Finally I calmed down enough for Bryan to ask what was wrong.

"I just, just- Lyric and I- I picked up my condom- oh my god," I tried to explain but I just couldn't find the words to say. "Bryan... I think I might be a dad."

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7:33 am
5 weeks later
Johnnie hasn't told Lyric
They have gone out to eat a few time since that day
Lyric's POV

I woke up feeling nauseous. Then I ran to the bathroom. I emptied my stomach into the toilet, then just dry heaved and coughed.

Well that was weird. I thought as I brushed my teeth.

7:32
The next day
Lyric's POV

I rushed to the bathroom again, same routine as yesterday.

I'm probably just sick, right?

It couldn't be....

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IMPORTANT QUESTION AT THE END

Sorry guys. Cliffhanger. I might update at the end of this week OR it might have to wait until the week after next. I'm going to be really busy next week with a lot of things.

And before I go, here's your important question.

If I were to start righting a Pierce the Veil fanfic would y'all be interested in reading it?

If I do start writing it, however, I'll probably take turns each week updating this and it.

Anyway, that's about it! Hope you're enjoying the book so far! Comment suggestions on what you want to happen and about the PTV fanfic! Thank you for reading!

~peaceskies!

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