scared of Losting you again

part 33

CHIQUITA POV

I payed everything as we went home with our baby canidy and ashiru, I was carrying my little girl named cani and ash was in Asa's hand, swaying with.

I sit at the couch while smiling at my baby, our baby. I'm happy with my small family, I can see Asa's smiled, it was perfect and gorgeous, I like it when she's happy.

"Love look, he got my eyes" she said happily, my heart was pounding and I can feel the aura of this family, I stared at ash who was already looking at asa, she likes his eomma, "look at his skin and his lips, it looks like mine, he got nothing from you" we laugh and leaned at the back of the couch.

I breathe and look at Asa, she really is happy to see her baby's, our baby's I mean. "They need to meet their grandma" Asa spoke that makes my heart flutter, and more. I was already blushing when I saw her kissing the tip of the baby nose.

And after she kiss our baby, she turned to face me and smiled like there's are nothing to be tomorrow, "I love you" as she kissed me on my lips.

We pulled out and I looked into her beautiful eyes, "I love you more than the universe Asa, and I'm gonna love you like I really do" she rested her forehead to mine and kissed me again, she smiled against the kiss and I responded.

It was a passionate with a mix of possessiveness, we pulled out and look into our baby who was already sleeping peacefully, "just wait a few more days, I'll make you satisfied again" she wink at me that making me feel like I'm falling more harder at her.

"okay" she stand's up, "let's put the baby at their own room" we walk side by side and went to the other room that we prepared just for our baby, it's blue and pink. That she pick the design and she makes sure that the color match the themes.

We close the door and I lift her up, "hey love what are you doing?" She said sarcastically, I'm just smiling like an idiot at her as I ignored her words, "hey baby, stopped" she said while laughing. The word baby makes me feel better, I like it more.

"Can you call me again what?" I ask her as we stop on the couch then I laid her down slowly, "can you say it again?"

"Do you mean, baby?, stop I'm only calling you that when we're making out" her laughter filled the room as I tickled her from the legs, I know she has tickles here.

"He,..hey stopp, HAHAHA it tickles me" I stopped tickling her, as I kissed her forehead "that for, thankyou for loving me" I kissed her from the tip of her nose, "and that's for, thankyou for making me happy" and lastly I gave her a passionate kiss from her lips, as she responded immediately and grip on my neck.

I pulled out when we are already running out if breath, "and that's for, thankyou for being my fiance, I'll marry you very soon Asa. And no one is taking that back, remember when it was our first anniversary at college?, I told you that I'm gonna marry you, and this is it, Asa. Your going to be my wife soon"

I told her that because I can't take it anymore, I really want her, "and I don't want to lost you again, Asa. Please don't do it again, I just want to be with you forever" my tears fall from her cheeks as she cares me.

ASA hug me tight and whispered something, "I'm a mother with our two babies canny, I probably won't leave you just because I did that at our past, but past is past. I won't play with your feeling again, I love you and that what my mission is, to love you with all my heart" i sniff as my tears was not stopping from crying.

I was too traumatized about the last time we dated, it was hurt. It hurts me alot, and I can't stop my self for thinking that I would kill my self, but I remembered that if I killed my self, that someone was waiting for me and not wanting me to be lost.

"So stop crying now, I don't want to see my baby cry" I look into her eyes before I kissed her lips, this time. It was just a normal and soft tender kiss, we were calm and making the every peace of the love we've been building.

We pulled out as we both lay at the couch, she hugged me tightly and cares my cheeks, "trust me love, I won't leave you. My feeling for you was already enough that I couldn't find with someone, that's why I searched for you and fix the things that I break before"

This feeling was so good, and the way she spoke the way she wipe my tears, it makes my heart pumps like a popcorn, I don't want to lost her and I'm scared of losing her again.

We fall asleep at the couch while snuggling into eachother's, I love this kind of feelin.

RUKA POV

We decided that were going to visit the couple, and when we opened the door, we saw that they were slipping at the couch, snuggling into eachother's, that looks so scared to lost the every peace of love they build.

"It was a perfect timing, the baby was already crying at their room" Rami said as she opened the room to make the baby feels better.

Ahyeon and Rami brought ash and cani at us, they are so gorgeous Ike their parents was. "Take a photo of canny and Asa, they look so cute" pharita spoke, and I immediately take my phone to capture this moment.

Ahyeon was holding ash while Rami was making cani laughed, but it doesn't, "let me hold for cani, maybe the couple would wake up because of the cry of this little one" Rami pass cani to Rita and she immediately went from the kitchen to look for something to eat.

I know This two couple was tired, so we just let them sleep as we look for the babies.

Time passes

ASA POV

I woke up because of the mumur, and when I open my eyes I saw ahyeon was talking, I think she's been talking about her collage number one enemy, Rami.

"And you know unnie, she was always making me feel loved not like before when she's cheating on me" yeah we know that Rami was already cheating on ahyeon, when they started dating.

I look at by my side and she was already leaning her head with her hand while her another hand was hugging me, "and? Okay, so you really is inlove with her now huh?" She teased ahyeon as I just rolled and face her. They are was gossiping with Rami, but it was full of love and support, it's not like they are backstabbing a person, they are not like that.

—it was so short right? But I'm trying my best, I just can't focus because, my stomach was hurting me—

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