That was a human year ago and now me and Tav although happy were thinking "she needs a lusus we cant teach her everything Gamzee" Tavros said holding her, she looked bored only amused when John and Karkats grub came over "maybe your right she needs to learn her way and become who she wants to" i said sighing he touched my shoulder smiling i pulled him in a big hug "come here MoTHerFUckEr" he giggled "Gamzee your hairs tickling my nose" he laughed i looked down at him and bit the tip of his nose gently he made a surprised noise and i smiled kissing him gently "SQUEE" we looked down at a grumpy squished grub we chuckled whilst Tav hugged her "you need a lusus bab" he said calling her what John calls his i smiled "then lets go find her a lusus" i said "how?" Tavros asked me "easily we wonder the forest" i said he sighed shaking his head.
As we wondered we passed few grubs all the others probably with lusus's "Gamzee we have been wondering around for ages" Tavros said taking my hand "we cant give up" i said "i know buts its starting to snow shes cold and so am i" he sighed obviously tired as well "lets set a fire then" i said he nodded passing her to me "I will look for sticks" he said "Tavbro" i said before he left, he turned and i kissed him gently he smiled stroking my cheek then walked of, as i sat i closed my eyes, i suddenly heard footsteps i looked up and saw... a Tigerwolf lusus he was laid beside my grub purring she climbed on the lusus's back and the lusus looked at me before running away, i stared surprised "the snows starting to lay and there aint m any sticks... Gamzee?" I looked at him with a huge grin "Tigerwolf lusus" i said surprised and happy "what about it, wheres babs" he asked looking around "the Tigerwolf lusus took her" i said Tav looked at me "you let a Tigerwolf lusus take her are you crazy" he almost yelled i smiled "you know i am" i said standing "but if you were here to see the MoTHerFUckInG event you would of seen how they just... you know honk" he smiled sighing "i know but i never got to say goodbye" he said i hugged him and he hugged me back "lets go back and tuk into some warm sopa pie" i said he smiled "you need to cut down" he said i tickled him and he giggled.
As we returned we saw Karbro and John "wheres your grub" Karkat asked arms crossed "she has a lusus now" Tavbro said bravely "why?" John asked "they arnt babs John theyre grubs and we alone cant teach them to survive or for them to be themselves they need a lusus to show them the way" i said "wow fuckass whos matured now" Karkat teased me "fuck off" he smiled John looked at Karkat holding their grub "do you think we should find him a lusus?" he asked obviously not wanting to give his bab... i mean grub away "if its whats best for him John" John smiled and nodded "lets go" he said "wait a fucking minute i came here to try this human shit called hot chocolate" John smiled "ok afterwards" he said then we all walked inside.