Its 7:12 when I wake up for school. I get up straighten my hair. Then I get dressed. Im wearing this my chemical romance shirt and a black jacket. As well as skinny jeans that has a a few holes in it that were purposely there. I grab about six braclets to wear. As I grabe my bag im walking out the door. As im walking for some reason I feel nervous. I ignore the feeling and start walking to school. As I turn the corner I still have the feeling. Then all if a sudden I get the wind nocked out of me. I find myself on the ground and I feel a burst of pain to my face. A few seconds later, still on the ground, I open my eyes and the person who bashed my face, had ran away. I feel numb and I get up and grab my bag. still in pain I continue to walk to school fast.
I get to school and I head towards the bathroom. I look in the mirror and my lip was bleeding so I quickly grab paper towel and wet them. I notice that my chin was kind of bruised so I put some makeup on. I wipe up my tears,fix my makeup and head to my locker. I get my books for first period and head to class. As go to my desk I put up my hood, set down my stuff and put my head down. The teacher went over to me to ask me what was wrong but I didn't answer her. So after a minute or two, she quite and went to her desk. I barly make it threw the rest of the day.
I start walking home and I walk fast because I dont want to get beat up again. As I walk into my house I head straight up stairs. I throw my bag and go to my bed and start crying. Its now 4:58 and my mom asks me if everything was all right. I lied and said I was just thinking about our grandma that just died recently. She then asks if I wanna have another movie night. My mother and I have a competition, every Monday we play a game and the winner would pick the movie for the following evening.
We play a checkers game for about half an hour, and then the final result I had won. So I picked the movie " The Purge". We are going to watch it around eight. Last Monday my mother had won and we watch IRobot wich I admit was a really good movie. And I ate all of the sour patch kids that we bought. That night as so much fun, I actually felt normal for once.
Its 7:45 and we start making the popcorn. Then I go get this big blanket that we always share during movie night. We have this big popcorn machine like the one at the theater and these popcorn buckets. Plus many different seasonings,we have about seven to nine. I always choose the white cheddar for my popcorn. As my mom chooses a caramel flavor one.
Its 8:12 and we start the movie. To me its a slow start but later it gets good. Very suspenseful movie wich is always the best kind. As it gets towards the end of the movie around 10 my mom fell asleep and im here watching it alone. And most of the popcorn is gone. when the movie ends, I clean up the popcorn and I go upstairs to go to bed.
I brush my teeth and put on my pajamas. I go into bed and put in ear buds then turn on my music. I listen to my chemical romance, never shout never,and five seconds of summer. I also decide to listen to Bmike. I love his songs there so deep wich I love. I go on my phone to check my Facebook and I see I have a message. It said " hey lozer I hope you don't find yourself on the sidewalk again tomorrow. I hope you go kill yourself . that would do the world a huge favor."
I kept on rereading the words " you would do the world a favor". I then thought about killing myself but I remember. Things always get better it, just needs time.
I wake up and head down stairs and I see this life less looking body on the floor. I run to the body and its my mom. I run to her aid and run to get my phone to call 9-1-1.
