Secret Love

36| Forgiveness

That night later, minho, after leaving the building, minho didn't go home. Instead, he desires to go after jisung. He knew either tonight only or never again. Because the moment jisung left like that and if he let jisung leave even for just a night, he knew there won't be any other chance to reconcile with jisung. Jisung will try to run away from him.

Creating a huge distance and will not look at him at all. Even worse, jisung will not come to work just so he won't see him. And minho will not let that happen. It was enough already. He had been pushing away jisung and stayed away from him for too long years .

But not anymore. He is determined to make everything right. Whether he had to cross the limit of the boundaries or not, he would make amend. Whether he has to eat his shame, yet he will do it. Regret was all that buried in his chest. And it's eating him each passing day.

Minho had missed called jisung several times, but jisung didn't pick up. In the end, jisung switches off his phone. Minho still didn't know jisung had moved out to his own apartment. He thought he would see Jisung's car on the road, but no. As if it disappears in the air, there was no sight of Jisung's car.

Jisung, by now, has reached his apartment, which was from the opposite direction of where minho drove to. With upsetting anger , he went up to his bedroom, his mind still circulating with the moment that happened a while ago. He felt suffocated, as he recalled those words minho said. It pissed him so badly, after all that time, he never waited and wished for the apologies

Not when all he waited now was for his mortal. He was just a living dead body that wanted to live without a feeling now. He wanted to start a new alone life with nobody that could triggered the emotion of his shattered heart. But Minho's apologies did, and it brought back the pain that he wanted to be buried.

Now, he just stayed there sitting on his bed, his thought reeling with questions, why did minho suddenly decide to ask for forgiveness? Why was he suddenly apologizing when he had been managing to forget about the memories.

Minho instead went to Han resident, as Minho arrived at the Han residence, a heavy heart accompanied him. The door swung open, and Mrs. Han welcomed him with a surprised smile. "Oh, Minho! I didn't expect it to be you. What's wrong? Come in," she said, oblivious.

Minho respectfully shook his head , " I'm sorry , but I just want to talk with jisung. If you don't mind, can you please call him to meet me for a while? It's urgent, please, " he requested, his voice laced with desperation.

Mrs. Han's expression transformed into one of clueless curiosity and confusion. She blinked rapidly, her mind racing with questions. Did Jisung still not inform Minho about his move? "Well... Jisung is not..."

" I have something really important一"

Minho was cut off by Mrs Han, "Actually, minho , jisung is not home , he doesn't live here anymore. He moved out almost a week and a half ago, " she sighed......" I guess he hasn't told you about it again, I don't understand why he does that. Once again, I thought you would have known by now, that kid"

Minho was a bit shocked to hear that, jisung moved out again? He composed himself, " Oh!" He uttered, " Where is he staying now? Nearby? Far away? " he asked, eager to know.

" Not close but not that far either. It's a thirty minutes distance, he stayed in his new apartment that he recently bought, though I haven't visited him yet, it wasn't that long that he move out so"

"Oh, okay. Mrs Han, may I know the place and location?"
He asked .

"Of course, the next time he's gonna do this again, I'm gonna have to talk about this for real. He is behaving like you guys are strangers. " Mrs han said, then after a seconds , his expression changed, " also, if talk about it , jisung has been....." She pressed a worried smile before continuing.