Time To Change

Chapter 19~ Future?

Nixon moves my face so I'm looking strait at him. Smiling he says "I accept you. You didn't have a choice as to what you are, and you don't abuse your power, you try to stay away from attacking people but you have to do what you need to, to protect your home, I don't blame you Silver, your still my mate, and no matter what I will always be by your side" he said then cast his gaze downwards, quietly saying "but I don't blame you if you want such a weak wolf as a mate, and I don't blame you no matter what you do." he smiled but it didn't reach his eyes. Why is his self esteem so low? I guess I'll have to fix that, I think, smirking.

I put my pointer finger under his chin, and lift his head up, forcing him to look at me. "No matter who you are , what you've done in the past or why your self esteem is so low, I will be by your side until I die." I promise him, I smile and kiss him. Pulling back I hug him gently, and he buries his head in my chest, gripping my t-shirt tightly. Soon I hear whimpering a companied with a small wetness soaking through my shirt and I feel his whole body shaking. I hug him, in hopes to stop his crying but his whimpers turn into full on sobs. He whispers but I can't hear what he says.

"I... I promised that I would tell you my past if you told me yours." Sniff. "y-yours was alot worse than mine so I'm sorry for making such a big deal out of it!" he grabs my shirt again, and I rub his back, waiting for him to calm down.

"Nix, take your time, I've had time to come to terms with my past, I've accepted it, yours was obviously hard on you, so you don't have to tell me now, just promise to tell me okay? I'll always be here for you, if you need to take your anger, sadness, or anything else out on something or someone, I'm here for you, I'm here for my mate." I rest my chin on top of his head and he soon nods. After a little while after, when he's calmed down a bit, we decide to head back, me walking, and Nix on my back. Not that I mind, it's really nice, not that I would admit that to anyone.

I start my trek through the woods, knowing the exact path home, while Nixon rests his cheek on my head, I can tell he's sleepy, so I set him down and put one arm under his legs and behind his back and lift him back up so if he falls asleep it'll be comfier and easier to put him into our bed.

Our bed. It sounds so nice. For so many years it was my bed, my house, no it's all ours. So much has happened in the last week. I have a pack, I found my twin, mate, a demon who I have no clue what he wants still. But it's progress.

I start to wonder what's in store for us all. What's it going to be like in a month, or a year? Will there be more people to come? Will Kira find her mate. And what about Aiden, I know somethings going to happen, I'm just not sure what yet.