Real One

Just The Beginning

Sweat Dripping From My Body,
We Both At This Party
So Come And Show Me Your Moves
I Got Some Things I Can Teach You Too
If You Wanna See, Oh Oh
You Say You Need A Shot Of The Henee
Then You're Ready
Do What You Need To Do
Cause I'll Be Waiting For You
It's About O Get Hot And Heavy,
Oh Oh

Ciara ~ Dance Like We're Making Love

I Got Up Slowly Turning Off My Alarm. Ugh Lords Knows I Don't Wanna Go To This Hell Hole. I Went To The Bathroom To Get Ready For School.

I Lock The Door Behind Me, Who Knows Who My Momma Have In This House. I Strip Off My Clothes & Getting In The Shower. I Wash My Hair, Wash My Face, & Scrub My Body Squeaky Clean. Then I Just Let The Water Hit My Face Going To Deep Though About How My Life Turn Upside Down.

My Name Is Autumn Marie Springs. I Have Long Black Hair That Stops At My Butt. I Have What A Guy Consider A Coke Body. But I'm Like Shy, I Don't Wear Stuff That Shows It Off. I'm 17 Years Old, Live In The Straight Projects. My Dad Never Knew Him. All My Momma Say Is "His Deadbeat Ass Wasn't Good For Shit But Making Kids". My Momma Is What You Consider A Crack Head. But On Everything She Wasn't Always Like This. When I Was 4 We Lived In The County. Had A Big Pretty Blue And Brown House. She Had A Good Job Working At The Bank & I Had Friends. But That All Went Downhill When She Had Got Laid Off. Ma Went In Deep Desperation Bc Fr Her Life Was That Job. That's All She Did Was Work. So To Get Away From Being So Depress She Turn To Drugs. That's When We Lost EVERYTHING Valuable & Moved Down Here In One Of The Worst Neighborhoods Sunset Palace. Around Here All You See It Niggas On The Block Selling From Day To Night. Wanna Be Thugs, Thots Trying Have A Baby By The Plug. It's Just Crazy Fr Tho. I Don't Have No Friends Except My Bitch Sprinkle. I Fuck With Her, She The Only One Who Had My Back When 97% Of The School Will Talk Trash About Me. I Don't Even Know Why Nobody Like. Like Y'all I'm Died Ass Serious. I Don't Talk, I Don't Smile, I Don't Do Shit But Go To School Do My Work & Leave. They Call My Names Like Thot, Stuck Up, Ratchet, Nasty, Ma Crack Head, Poor, Dirty, Ugly. Everything Under The Sun. But I Don't Get It They Call Me A Thot But I'm A VIRGIN. Call Me Stuck Up Bc I Don't Give None Of Them Niggas A Time Or Day. I Mean They Some Little Fucking Boys & A Nigga The Last Thing From My Mind. I'm Trying Get Out Of School, Leave My Momma House, N Shit. I Ain't Tripping Off No Nigga. Then Them Nasty Hoes Have The Nerve To Call ME Dirty. I Mean My Momma Don't Have Our House The Cleanest Or It Doesn't Smell Like Flowers. But I Make It Happen For Us. I Work At Victoria Secret In The Mall. The Checks Don't Be Nothing Fr, Only Enough To Put A Couple Groceries In The House & Pay Some Of The Bills & Shit. I Don't Got To Worry About The Rent. Ma Pays That I Don't Know How But She Does. But Anyway Enough About Me Let Me Get Out This Shower Before I Be Late.

I Got Out The Shower Putting My Towel Around Me. Put My Wet Hair In A Ponytail. Brush My Teeth & Exit Out The Bathroom Heading Back To My Room.

When I Got Inside My Room Safety I Lock My Door. Dried Myself Off. Put On My Pink & Yellow Bra & Matching Panties For Victoria Secret. I Swear That Have The Best Bras & Panties Be So Cute. I Slid On My Black Leggings With Pink On The Butt,Put On A White Tank Top, Black & Grey Love Pink Hoodie. Grab My Black Flip Flops I Got From Dillard's They Were On Sale. Make Sure I Had Everything In My Pink Book Bag. Grab My Pink iPhone 6+ ( Sprinkle Payed For It) & Headed Downstairs.

Walk In The Living Room & What I See My Ma Drunk Ass Laid Out On The Floor. Smh Shit Don't Never Get Old.

Me: Ma. I Said Tapping Her.

Me: Ma.

Me: Ma.

Momma: Girl What Tf You Won't? Keep On Fucking Tapping Me, Don't You Fucking See I'm Trying To Sleep. She Said Now Woke Yelling Loud For No Reason 😐.