Time To Change

Chapter 20~home Sweet Home?

Nixons Pov

I wake up in Silvers.. I guess our bed. Damn I actually have a bed... A place where I belong. However sad that might sound it's true. And since I've gotten here I haven't felt the need to self harm. It's really amazing to feel like I really belong, like I don't have to pretend that I'm happy, or that I'm not wishing I could disappear 24/7. I have a mate.

Fuck me if I thought I would never have one. I mean why would I. Suddenly a thought pops into my head. Silver is a demon-wolf. I never thought those existed. Honestly I don't really have a problem with it. For starts, he never had a say in it, and he doesn't abuse his powers plus he only attacks when first attacked! That's a lot more than most werewolves can even say! Hmm I wonder what his beautiful wolf looks like. I get why he would never transform around me. He's a natural born alpha so I bet he's huge! But I wonder what color his wolves eyes are. I know his fur is midnight black judging by the adorable ears that he grows when he gets angry or flustered.

I love my wolf to death, but I've always wondered why he can be so bipolar, in my old pack, he would be defensive against the higher ups then totally shy around everyone else, forcing me to do the same, it's happened since I was a kid, before I even knew what was happening. However lately I haven't had a problem, he treats Akira as family. It seems as if we are all equals, even though we all know he could kill even the strongest alpha in minutes. But somehow that doesn't scare me, in an odd way it comforts me.

I feel movement beside me, tearing my gaze away from the ceiling that I had been staring at since I woke up. I gaze over at my mate, his arms around my middle and his head buried in my neck. He looks adorable to be honest, not like I'd tell him that. His midnight black hair draped over his beautiful face, my gaze drifting down to his full, pink lips. I bite my lip looking away, I don't want to wake him up, he looks so peaceful.

I gaze back up at the white washed ceiling wondering what time it is. Not like it matters. It's still dark so there's surely time to sleep, but strangely I don't feel tired. Back when I was in my old pack, it seemed as if there wasn't an hour that went by that I wasn't tired.

It feels odd to be happy, peaceful even. I never realized how much of a hell my old "home" has been. I must be dreaming, everything here is amazing. I threw everything away in a gamble that I'd find a better place than where I grew up. But I made it, I'm happy.

Silver starts to stir, taking in a breath and tightening his hold on my waste. Smiling I pull him closer and place a kiss on his forehead.

"I doubt I'll ever get used to waking up to such a beautiful sight of you laying next to me" he smiled kissing my cheek.

"well you better because it's going to happen every morning" I said absent minded still thinking.

Suddenly my world tumbles around and I end up sitting on top of Silver with his hands on my hips.

"what'r you thinking about beautiful? " he questions as I blush and look away. God cheeks stop getting red!

"D-dont call me beautiful! I'm a guy, I'm not beautiful. Well I'm not even if you think I am anyways... But that's not the point, g-guys aren't beautiful Silver!" I refuse to meet his gaze, still looking away, towards the window and beyond. Suddenly his hand is on my cheek, turning my head to make me look at him.

"Never say that Nix, you'll always be my beautiful little mate, no matter how many times your argue." he says placing a kiss on my nose. Then down to my neck, chin, then up to my lips. God he's going to be the death of me. He nips at my lip, thinking i wont resist. I smile through the kiss as he stops for a second shocked i didn't give in, grabbing my ass, he smirks as i let out a breathy moan.The door suddenly slams open, revealing Kira, with an all knowing smirk forever planted on her face.

" I know your giving Nixon some right now Silver but we have to talk about Aiden, not all of us have the luxury of sleeping all day and waking up after dusk." then shutting the door knowing we would be down in a few.

Wait, we'd slept all day? Its dark- i figured it wasn't even 5AM yet. Oh how time easily goes by without us knowing it.

"C'mon Silv, lets get downstairs before Kira comes in and kicks our ass for not listening to her" i tug him out of the bed, pulling on one of Silvers sweatshirts then tugging him downstairs into the kitchen where Akira is sitting with an all knowing smirk on that smug face of hers.

"Now that you love birds are finally here, we can finally talk about the elephant in the room. do we keep or kick him out??" she questions silver, knowing it was originally his territory alone and he still gets the final say in whatever happens here. He sits down in the kitchen chair, pulling me down onto his lap.

"I say we put him on parole per-say. He can live here, but with our watch. I don't want to be prejudice against him, however he's already tried to piss me off to the point where i blow up once, whats to say hes not going to do it again?"

"Then its decided! ill go tell the little shit right now, you guys please just use protection, AND DON'T FUCK ON THE TABLE FOR GODS SAKE" she smiles and runs away. Great, my face heats up and i look down, hoping Silver doesn't see. Of course he does, and pulls me into his chest and kisses my forehead, but freezes while looking towards the window, i turn around only to see Aiden wink at us then walk into the forest, great yet another hindrance to everything in our lives.