I woke up to the sound of my alarm.
I swung my arm round and slapped the button to shut it up. I swung my legs out of bed and made my way to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and said " God I look like shit". I stepped into the shower and turned on the water I grabbed the bottle of shampoo and lathered up my hair and the rest of my body and ran my hands down my slim tourso and I masturbated for 10 minutes. After I completed my morning beauty routine I poped in my green prescription contacts and sliped on my nee length tight black pensil skirt and white crop top pulled on my denim jacket and sliped on my black heels. I grabbed my school bag and hedded dowstairs. My mom kissed me goodbye as she walked outside as she closed the door I shouted love you and she repyled the same. I grabbed the Naked smoothy out the fridge grabbed my car keys out of the bowl and went to school. On the way in my car I rolled down the window of my black Lexus hatchback and had a cigarette whilst trying to steer with one hand. Once I had finished I flung it out the window and rolled it up. I pulled up to the street three blocks away from my high school. I got out and and locked my car with the button and walked towards my school. Once out side the school I saw my boyfriend (Chris) he was tall with strawberry blond hair chiseled features and the most lovely blue eyes. Then I thought to myself is that why I loves him it was not just a high school crush we loved each other we had something different he could deal with all my crazy. And that is what I would see in his eyes acceptance acceptance of me. As I walked up to him he greated me with a kiss. As my lips were interlocking with his the bell rang we started walking to class and he put his arm round my shoulders and I put my arm round his waist. We both had the same class for the day as it was a short day but the class was a double "Pre WW2 European politics" it sounds boring but I enjoyed it. After sitting in the classroom for like 3 hours the second bell rang and we walked out the door as it was the and of the day my friend (Rachel) and her girlfriend (Ruby) we all agreed to go and get lunch at a Restaurant downtown as we all walked to my car (as I was the only one in my group who had one) As we walked to the car (Chris) asked if he could drive and I smiled said no he smiled back (I had let Chris drive my car on multiple occasions but I felt like driving). We all got in (Chris) sat in the passenger seat and (Rachel) and (Ruby) sat in the back as we drove away I turned my head to adress all the car if it was ok if I was to have a smoke no one protested as I reached into the glove box and grabbed my carton of super kingsized Richmond filtered cigarette. As I was pulling one out with one hand whilst steering with the other (Ruby) asks for one so I hand her one with the lighter she lights it and hands the lighter back to me and did the same. As we there as we were on the freeway I flung my cigarette bud out the window (Chris) said "You know I don't like the thought of you getting sick from those" And I replied with "But you don't mind the taste then you would not kiss me as much as you do" then I lean over and kiss him with as much full sexual passion as we always have then (Ruby) spoke "Hey Laura Eyes on the road" and (Rachel) replied "Yea get a room you two" we all laugh. After about five minuets of driving I pull off the free way and drive towards the restaurant we spend about 15 long minutes looking for a place to park then (Rachel) shouted out there's one. I park the car and we all get out and start walking towards the restaurant (Chris) Puts his hand around my shoulders and I put my hand around his waist. I turn my head to see that (Rachel) and (Ruby) had each others arms around the others waists. During the walk we are about 1 block away from the restaurant I say "I want a Grilled cheese" and (Chris) Replied with "And I want a beer" we all think it is a good idea so (Ruby) says "Does everyone have there fake I.D's as we were all 16 a circle of nods go round. We walk in and ask if there are any free booths and the waitress says "Well business is slow this time of day so yea there is one down the end there" We follow her there and sit down in couples she asks us what we want to drink (Chris) says "we'll have four house beers" and she repyled with "Well il have to see some I.D's girls and boy" she checks them closely I feel a bit scared but I have used it before and never got caught.
After lunch (Rachel) says "me and ruby are going for a walk we'll get a cab home" we say out goodbyes and me and (Chris) drive home I drop him off at his house he kisses me goodbye (the same way as always) on my drive home I have another cigarette. I pull into the drive my moms car is not there I beep my car closes and walk inside and throw my keys in the bowl and go upstairs to the bathroom. I lock the door open to toilet, pull my hair back in a hair tie, grab an old tooth brush, And I use the handle of the toothbrush to put down my throat to make me vommit I repeat this prosess 5 times. I flush the toilet, brush my teeth with my current toothbrush and splash my face. I look in the mirror God I'm a piece of shit.
